Oh f*ck no

07

We were laying on the bed, it was morning but we decided to just stay in bed for longer. It was Saturday after all.

'Levi?' 'Hmm?'
'Are you ever going to tell me what's keeping you occupied?'
'You are.'

I groan since he clearly know what I meant.

'I just hopes it dies down.'
'So you don't want to tell me.. is this about me?'
'No, I would've told you.'

He went back to play around with my hair while I layed on his chest staring at the clouds through the big window above our heads.
It's probably the best part of this house, I loved it.

Our moment gets ruined by growling and bowling sounds coming from my body.
Levi immediately sits up a bit, so he can see my expressions more clear.

'Hungry?'

I shake my head as my guts continued making all kind of weird sounds.

'Have you eaten something to upset it?' 'We had burgers and fries yesterday, of course it's upset.'

He nodded understandingly.

My stupid sensitive intestines, ruining a perfect fine moment.. again.

I moved to rest against the bedframe and Levi rested his head next to my abdomen.

'It really is upset, you good? Haven't had the medicines yet right?'
'I'm fine it has been way worse.'

He hums and lays his hand down on my stomach moving in soothing circles.
Until that mischievous smirk appeared on his face.

'No Levi leave my body alone.. I love you and all but don't.'
'I'm not going to hurt you, love.'

He moved so he was hovering above my stomach.
What the fuck is he up to?

'Aren't you a cute little food baby,' he cooed. 'Are you calling me fat?'
'You're intestines do blow up when this happens.'

I roll my eyes and ignore the stupid boy I called my husband.

'Shush shh calm down little one, you're not even out yet and you're already causing your dad a lot of pain and trouble. Your dad has fought through a lot already so can you please calm down sweetie?'
'Levi I don't think that is going to work,' I whisper while he just shushed me by putting his finger on my lips.

After he knew I was going to be quiet he continued.

'You know, you remind me of your dad.. you're a fighter aren't you little one? I'm also sure you're going to be stubborn, just like your dad. Oh we mustn't forget to keep you safe because I'm sure you're going to be clumsy just like him.'
'Levi you're talking to my guts.'
'I'm not finished yet, quiet.'

A small smile appears on my lips as I look at him.

'You're going to beat asses just like I do and won't let anyone bring your pride down.. expect the one you'll love and cherish. You're going to be kind and beautiful just like your dad and grow up in a happy home without danger, I'm working on that safety for you two. I will love and cherish you little one and you're dad is going to be so jealous of you because he loves my attention and now he'll need to share me, but he can handle it I'm sure.'

I chuckled quietly when he layed his hand down on my stomach like there would be something inside there to kick it away.

'You aren't this big yet, but I'm sure your dad is going to look hot as hell with kids inside him.'
'Levi you know I can't get pregnant right?' 'I'm aware.'
'Also.. "kids inside him" doesn't sound cute whatsoever,' I mutter.

He placed a kiss down on my stomach and moved to kiss my cheeks after.

'Don't be grumpy darling, I'm trying my best out here.'
'I know and it's sweet.'

It's quiet for a while, while I think about all the words he just spoke and how excited he actually seemed.

My sigh breaks the silent.

'Levi, do you want children?'
'Do you want to?' He responds.
'I was asking you.'
'I want you Calum, I want whatever you want,' he replies.
'I want to know your own thoughts about this first.'

'I mean.. yea, I would love to eventually. If we even get through an adoption process.'
'What do you mean?'
'My criminal record,' he explains, 'It's not safe for us to take this step yet either way.'
'We're safe inside the city?'

He doesn't respond so I push myself up by my elbows and look him in the eyes.

'So we aren't,' I mumble to myself.
'Your people managed to climb over the wall.. everyone can get inside of here if they try hard enough.'
'Not my people anymore.'
'You get what I mean.'

'About that.. what did you do with them?'
'Daniel is locked away, the others are in a motel and only Felix is allowed to walk around freely.'
'May I talk to Felix?'

He quiets down staring out the window.

'Why?'
'I needed to talk to him, but he got taken away from me.'
'But what's so important?'
'Rose.'

'I should never told you to ruin her, look at you, it has been so long and you still feel bad and care about her. You broke a necklace Calum.'
'It was the only thing she had left from her mother and I broke it.'
'I know, you've told me many times before.'

'Fine I'll take you to Felix on Monday okay?'