Oh f*ck no

15

Pov Calum

I was fine.. luckily I was okay.
Well..
As far as you count a lecture in the shower as being okay.

'You just don't get how stupid it was do you?!' 'Levi please...'

I rested my head against the tiles, let out a deep sigh and closed my eyes.

'First of all you could've shot me, second of all y..'
'I can't hear you,' I muttered as I started to yell random words.
'You're acting like a toddler.'
'I couldn't just watch how he cut off your hand!'
'That doesn't mean you had to shoot him.'

I slammed my head against the tiles a few times until he yanked me away from the wall via my neck.

'You just came home from the hospital without brain damage so let's not cause it yourself.'
'I tried to safe you!'
'Tried yes, failed.. yes.'
'Shut up!' I shout back.

I turn around and hide my face against the wall.

'Cal don't do this.'
'It's just.. I can't function without you anymore..' I rambled on and on about what I wasn't going to be able to do without him.

'Shut up Calum please, we're married.'

I closed my mouth and point my head down in shame.

'Sorry,' I murmur.

The deep disappointed sigh coming from his throat told me how annoyed he was with me at the moment so I finished my shower and left him behind.

'

'Are you.. okay?' A female voice asks me.
'Yeah.. just an argument,' I murmur.
'Oh.'

She places herself down next to me on the dining chair.

'Want to talk to about it?'

I sigh but try to keep a smile on my face when she's looks at me.

'No no, I'm fine don't worry.'
'Are you sure? You don't seem fine. You didn't even dry your hair and your shirt is on backwards.'

I sigh and drop the fake smile which was plastered on my face since she walked in.

'Arguing just makes me feel like I'm wrong all the time, like it doesn't matter what I do or say.'

Normally I had no problem opening up to people about my feelings if I knew them well. Somehow my whole system decided to shut down completely. No word wanted to come out to see the sun. A deep swallow was all that could be heard in the living room.

Until he came walking in.

One quick glance at eachother was enough for me to get up.

I needed air.

But before I could manage to get to the door a hand was layed down on my shoulder.

'I'm sorry but I don't want you to go outside now.'

Silence.

Complete silence as we stood there.

'I could go with him?' Liz suggested.
'No he's not going outside and that's the end of this.'

Immature.

Immature, that was the only word I could use to describe his attitude towards me.

'I can look out for myself you know.'
'Do you want to die?'

If the mood wasn't this dense I would've laughed at his idiotic behaviour.

'Bye Levi.'

I throw his hand of my shoulder and manage to make my way out.

I walk down the way to the street where I get surprised with a cuddle from the neighborhood cat Max.

I duck down to give him a nice little pat.

Smiling at the cat I get a nice smile back, or well I figure it was a smile.