jj✰i'm fine trust me

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(this is a request from the lovely @SofiaMariaFifia sorry it took so long but i loved writing this for ya! due to the request i had to edit the current plot a little bit, so imagine that after they figured out john b died they were off the hook, but ward was not only proven innocent, but now yo and the pogues are wanted for helping john b escape.)

your pov:

"are we good?" i asked as i stopped at a light, turning around to see if any more cops were on out tail. "i think so i'm pretty sure you lost them after you turned down lexington," pope answered. "thank the fucking lord, i think i'm getting car sick," jj scoffed. "ok pipe down j, im sure you'll live," kiara assured as she patted him on the head. god, even though jj and i are dating i feel like they are closer than we've ever been. he just froze by her touch and smiled. 

"ok kids, outta the bus! jj i swear to god if you throw up in my car you will never get any kisses again," i laughed as his face dropped. at least my teasing still affected him. "would you really be able to get by without me?" i rolled my eyes and stepped back. "of course i would," 

(time skip) 

after getting caught, and running around all week i'm so tired. i haven't had an actual meal in a few days, and i miss my bed. all i want to do is take a nap in jj's arms, but of course he is off somewhere talking to kie. i've had enough of them wandering off together. i need someone, and jj is supposed to be that someone. i just wanna talk to him, and have him listen to my problems, like i would do for him. of course he had to go to kie instead. what did i do to make him like her more. i'm sad because i cant go home, i cant see my family, i can't get any good sleep, eat any real food, all because some rich dude is good with bargaining. i've had enough of him acting like we aren't together. we need to settle this because frankly be better off without him just being there when he needs physical attention.

 "pope? where the hell are they off to now?" he looked in my direction lifting his head. "oh, um i don't know, but you should't worry about it. you need to sleep while we can. you haven't slept in at least 2 days." he was right, but that wasn't going to stop me."i'm fine, trust me."

 i stood up and ran as best as i could inn the direction they had left. "h-hey wait!" he shouted after me, but i couldn't turn back. "jj? kie?" i shouted, until i spotted two figures by the clearing in the trees. "(y/n)?" jj asked. "j-jj," i huffed, trying to catch my breath, but unable to. sounds of leaves crunching surrounded me as theirs voices muffled, yet were getting closer. all i could see was the tears lining my eyes, as my legs gave out. i could feel a pair of arms wrap around me, but i soon lost feeling everywhere. 

jj's pov:

shit. why did she come after me? she needed sleep. she needed to relax. she had been so tense, and i didn't want to bother her with my problems because she needed to deal with her own. im not good at relationships, and after talking to pope all i got was more evidence to support that. she should've told me that she needed me. i've never been needed. i don't know how to tell when i'm needed, and i have to better. i need to be there. "how is she?" i asked pope. as much as i wanted her to see a doctor, we couldn't risk it. we needed to stay out of sight. luckily pope knows what he's doing. "her breathing is steady now, but she still hasn't woken up. it's not a bad thing of course because she needed sleep anyways," he finished with a forced laugh to try and lighten the mood. "can i just go stay with her until she waked up?" i asked. he slowly nodded, going over to comfort kie. i went over to see her sprawled out on the truck bed, wrapped in blankets, to try and make her comfortable. 

"hey baby," i whispered. i knew shoe couldn't hear me, but i didn't really care, "look, i've realized i haven't really been a good boyfriend lately, and i need to try better next time. i need to be there for you, and thought i was helping by keeping my distance, but was only making things worse." i was now sitting my her side making sure to keep my head low. "i know you can't hear me, and thats ok because i'm willing to apologize over and over again, if thats what makes you happy, but i'm sorry." once i was finished she turned towards me. he (eye color) eyes sparkling in the moonlight, as they sleepily opened. "that was very sweet jj," she commented as i was still in shock from what happened. 

"oh, sorry did i wake you up?" i questioned. "no, i actually have been up since pope left." i just gave her a shy smile, not knowing how to respond. " look j, i know you thought you were gonna say that again, but since you don't at least say something," she giggled.

your pov:

he let out a small chuckle before he spoke, "my bad. i just wanna make sure you understand how sorry i am. i shouldn't be making excuses, but i've never done this before, and i feel terrible for not being there for you, so for now on i will never leave your side. i want to make sure i can help in any way i can, wether it being saving your life or squashing a spider, i'll do anything for you." 

(time skip)

and he wasn't lying. its been a week, and he won't even let me use the restroom alone. "look jj, i know where the restroom is, you don't need to take me." he looked offended. "and risk you getting kidnapped, i don't think so." obviously he was joking, but he made himself look so serious i couldn't help but laugh. "ok body guard, have fun staring into space for like 3 minutes."

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