CAMERAMAN// CHANLIX AU

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This picture is me. That's all I wanted to say.

Chan was nervous, no, beyond nervous. What if he chickens out again? What if Felix ignores him?

"Chan lets go!" Chan's thoughts were cut off by jisung. Chan looked at jisung confused.

"It's time for filming." Dang it.

"Okay.." jisung gave Chan a reassuring smile.

"Hey, you got this alright?" Chan just nods. Jisung gives him a pat on the back, while changbin stares at the 2 boys confused. When Chan walks out he for once isn't met with Felixs eyes. Felix wasn't looking up from his gaze on the floor. Chan heavily sighs, taking his place next to Felix. Once the manager gave the same old directions, Chan got a sudden boost of confidence and grabbed Felixs hand.

"Hey! Hold on!" Chan ignored Felix and pulled him into the studio. He then closed the door, soon after pinning Felix on the wall.

"Chan what the hell?!" Felix yells as Chan keeps a tight grip on Felix.

"Please... just listen." Felix grows quiet, curious on what Chan was going to say.

"Felix I'm sorry, I was such an idiot. I didn't mean for you to get hurt. It's all my fault please forgive me!" Chan begged as he hid his head in Felixs shoulder.

"Chan, why did you kiss me?!" Felix felt tears welling up in his eyes,

"Because I wanted to! I like you Felix, I really do!" Chan cries out, still hidden in Felixs shoulder.

"You left!"

"I KNOW! I was scared! Okay?!" Chan lifts his head, looking Felix in the eyes.

"Of me?!" Felix feels tears beginning to fall.

"No, never of you Felix, I just had a rough past with relationships. So when I kissed you I freaked out. I'm so sorry." Chan loosens his grip on Felixs wrists, then starts crying harder. Felix begins putting pieces together, finally understanding what happened. Chan slowly fell to his knees.

"I'm s-sorry." Chan tries speaking through hiccups.

"Chan.." Felix bends down in front of Chan. He reaches out a hand to caress his hair. Chan starts to quiet down a little from the touch. Chan looks up to Felix. Felix wipes away his own tears before smiling sweetly at Chan. Chan then hugged Felix tightly. Felix taken aback, eventually hugged Chan back.

"It's okay channie.." Felix caresses Chan's back. Chan stops crying after some time pulling away from the hug. Chan quickly studies Felixs face features before leaning in slightly.

"Is this okay?" Chan whispers, the hot breath tickling Felixs lips. Fleix just nods, unable to speak words at the moment. Chan leans in all the way, connecting his lips to Felix's. The kiss was passionate. It lasted a good few minutes, Chan then slowly pulled away. Slightly panting he smiles.

"Chan, I love you." Chan slightly smiles.

"I love you too Felix." Chan better thank jisung later today.

This is not the end of the story by the way hahaha, I wrote this while my friend was sleeping, because I can't fricken sleep so yeah enjoy an extra chapter I guess.