High School - Joshifer

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Jennifer POV

So, today was an... Interresting day, to say the least. Besides from breaking all of my rules, I had a pretty nice day. More than nice actually, I had a terrific day. Amazing day. Wonderful, beautiful day. What have I done?!

When Josh was driving me home, my head was a mess. I was falling for him, I knew it. But I can't allow myself to do it. He has an awful reputation around school for being a terrible heartbreaker. He tricks girls to hook up with him, to then dump them the day after, leaving the girls empty, with no confidence.

When we we're close to my house, I found out that I wanted to kiss him. But I didn't. Thank God.

I walked inside, took of my shoes, and ran upstairs before my mom could say anything. I just need to think about this for a minute. When I got to my room, I changed into sweats, a big sweater and put my hair up in a bun. I then layed down on my bed to think.

1. The decisions I made today, was the stupidest things I have ever done.

2. I cannot let Jena find out about today, she will kill me.

3. I can't talk to Josh tomorrow, or else he will think I like him.

But a part of me want to like him. Want to talk to him tomorrow. Want to be friends with him.

But I can't. I can't risk my heart like this. The best will be to shut him out.

A knock on the door snaps me out of my thoughts. My mom walks into the room, with a smile on her face.

"So, how was this 'Josh' guy? Did you hug? Did he try to kiss you?" Her eyes sparkled with exitement, for a change. She was usually very tired from work.

"It was fun, I guess. And no, he didn't try to kiss me," I kissed him "and we just watched a movie," and snuggled "and then we went to the beach." and I took his hand.

My mom looked at me with amusement. Apparently, she believed me. She smiled at, a crooked grin, and said that dinner was ready in about 40 minutes.

"Okay, thanks!" I say as she closes the door.

I got up and decided to take a bath. I walked to the bathroom, and started to fill up the tub. I poured in some soap, and got undressed. I plugged in my phone in the doc at the sink, and put on a calm playlist. I slipped down in the water and let the water entangle every inch of my body. The soap smelled like coconut oil, my favourite scent.

Suddenly, I heard my phone buzz, and I realized that I got a text. I leaned over and grabbed my phone, careful to not drop it in the water.

"Hey! How did the 'date' go? HAHAHAH lol"

Jena

Fuck.

"It went okay, but I think he thinks that I like him lol"

I didn't like lying to Jena, but I had no choice. She hated him, and I was supposed to hate him too.

I turned my phone off, not wanting to lie more to her. I needed to tell the truth, but I just needed to find the curage