Jhene's Story

Chapter 4 : Forgiveness

" I Think I Need To Let It Go ... Let Goo ... Let It Go ; I Think I Need To Let It Go Cause Nothing Even Matters ...." -J.Cole

Jhené POV

" D-Daddy ?"

I closed my eyes and started counting to Ten . I thought my eyes were playing tricks on me . When I made it to ten I opened them back up . He was still standing there , he look the same . My eyes filled with tears .

" It's me Baby Girl .." He said crying

" Daddy ?" I repeated in disbelief

" Come here baby " he said walking toward me

I look at my mom who was crying . She held on to her chest and sobbed. Kyriee held on to her while I clung to my daddy . I know he left us , but I was so little and I was so hurt but I needed him .. I still need him . I hugged him back and cried into his stomach .

" Shh it's okay baby girl .." He soothed

" Daddy I missed you .. Why'd you leave daddy ? Why !" I sobbed

He pulled me into the living room and sat me in his lap . He wiped my face and then wiped his eyes. After we all calmed down he started talking .

" Reese you want to go first or me ?" He asked my mom

" You can go " she replied

" Look Nae .. When I tell you this I don't want you to hate either of us ; Your mom had her reasons and I respected them because I loved her ." He said "We lived in New York and your mom and I met when I was 17 . I loved her but I was young and foolish . When I turned 18 and your mom was 17 we found out she was Pregnant with Kyriee , I had a different life with another woman on the side who happened to be pregnant also " He paused and wiped his eyes again " I was stuck I loved your mom so much I would hate to hurt her so I kept it from her .. 3 years later you were born and I knew your mom was the one I wanted to spend forever with . We married and the other woman found out . She came one night while you was asleep and brought alone your other 3 brothers . Your mom was hurt so she did what she thought was best .. She left "

When he finished the last bit I looked at my mom . How could she do such a thing ? I know he was wrong but why take a child away from their father ! Make them feel neglected .

" So where's my brothers ?" I asked

" Right here " Ja'Kaceon said while him , Ja'Keylan and Ja'Kiron stood beside Kyrie .

" YOUVE GOT TO BE FUCKING KIDDING ME RIGHT ?" I screamed

Was this some kind of sick joke ? Was I being pranked ?! If so bring that ass out Ashton Kutcher ! I looked around for someone to laugh or say I'm kidding but no one moved .

" Momma ? .... Kyriee ?... Kace ! Are y'all serious ?" I cried

" I'm sorry Nae. . I wanted to tell you but moms wanted to wait .. Please don't be mad " Kyrie begged

" Mad ?..." I chuckled " MAD IS A FUCKING UNDERSTATEMENT !" I screamed

" THATS ENOUGH NAE ... WHATS DONE IS DONE SO GROW THE FUCK UP AND STOP DISRESPECTING ME !" My mom screamed

" Grow up ? Really mom ? You should've grown up 13 years ago !"

" STOP IT NAE ! STOP THIS NOW " my dad said

" Here you are trying to play fucking daddy when you should've been came back "

" NAE IM WARNING YOU " my mom said

" Fuck This and Fuck Ya- ..." Before I could finish my sentence I felt a hot sting across my cheek .

I grabbed my face and spit the Metallic taste of blood out . She hit me . I stood there a few seconds trying to process everything .