Two Weeks Later:
These two weeks have been the most amazing weeks of my life. This ranch is absolutely perfect, and I could see myself living here for the rest of my life. I know that sounds crazy after only two weeks, but it's heaven. I have felt more safe, cared for, happy in my twenty four years of life. Haven and I have gotten really close and so have the boys.
They are so generous and overall amazing people. I love it here. I tried staying in the guest room, but the boys want me to sleep in the master. I even unpacked my bags, which I didn't think would happen. I thought I would be in and out of here, but I love this place and the town. I have met so many good people. I go on runs every morning, and everyone is just so polite and sweet.
I have also learned a lot more about the boys, including that they walk around the house naked. Completely naked. That means a lot of cold showers for me. They are naked, cooking, cleaning, and they do these sweet touches. Constantly touching me, kissing at my neck. It's a dream really. So many late nights of masturbation and cold showers.
I'm like a sixteen year old, horny boy. That's what I feel like. All the time, and I can't get relief because the minute I walk out my bedroom door, a gorgeous naked man walks past. I've never joined in because I can only guess what that leads to, but that makes it all too real.
If they finally have sex with me, all four of them, I know that I'm the one they want to share. I have mixed feelings about that. Yes, I think they're great, and I feel good around them. I said love at first sight two weeks ago, and I still feel the same way. However, I carry a lot of baggage. The nightmares have let up.
I am feeling good about myself and safe, but they have no idea what they're getting into. They could take one look at my scarred body and run. I don't know where I would go or what I would do. But I love them. Each one of them for who they are. They don't seem like the type to hate someone for physical and mental scars, but I have no idea.
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The Four Cowboys
RomanceREVERSE HAREM: Rocky Azure, after being honorably discharged from the military, needs a place to stay. Her best friend Haven Banks has four cousins, who are brothers, that own a ranch. Haven gets her cousins to hire Rocky and moves Rocky to the ranc...
