Chapter 28

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Hi guys ❤️ Kaise Ho sab ??? Itna Acha lagta hai Mujhko jab aap sab Meri fiction ko itna pyaar daite hain 😭😭😭 love u all 😘😘😘

The moment sidharth entered his mansion neetu di and jay became horrified to see his state ..... His eyes were blood shot red ... His hands were swollen.... His hair were messed up .... It was the last cigarette he was blowing litreally finished 2 packets within 3 hours ..... He looked completed devastated . They rushed towards him worriedly .

N:- Sid bacha yeh Kya halat banaye huwi hai ???

Ss:- Its nothing di (his voice cracked )

J:- bakwas Mat kar Sach bata Abhi !! (He demanded)

N:- Bol na Sid ??? (She pleaded)

Sidharth couldn't hold back himself .... He fell down on his knees as if his body has drained all the energy ...

Ss:- I broke her heart .... (he cried)

Jay and neetu helped him and made him sit of the sofa .... They were anguished while looking at his condition . It felt like they were witnessing the same sidharth whose world shattered one year ago .

Ss:- Di Maine shehnaaz ka dil Thor diya .... Woh kabhi Meri shakal nahin dekhegi .... I lost my only bestfriend and lover 😭😭💔💔 (his voice choked )

N:- (cupped his face) Kyun kiya ?? Bolna ??? Jab Tu usai itni mohabbat karta hai toh Kyun uska dil dukhaya ??

Ss:- kyunke she is the most innocent girl in this world ❤️ You know how broken I am.... How messed up my feeling and emotions are ... I don't wanna drag her into my shit !!

J:- Tu Pagal hogaya hai Sid ?? How stupid of u ?? You love her so much then why would u let her go ?? Usko takleef dairaha hai Aur khud ko bhi .... Yeh kahan ki samajh dari hai

Ss:- she deserves sooo much better than to be with a broken man like me .... I love her but I don't deserve her Cux I am too fucked up 💔💔

N:- tujhe Pata haina after all this she will never comeback to you ??? Even if you beg for her love .....

Ss:- aap ko Kya lagta hai yeh sab Maine bagair soche samajhe karliya ?? I did this purposely for her happiness .... Even if she will hate me I will always love her !!

N:- Tu jeelaiga uske bina ??? (she cried)

Ss:- Di I know how to survive without love .... Mushkil hoga but I don't hav any other option. (But his conscious mind was denying it )

Sidharth couldnt sit over there and answer their questions anymore ..... All he could see in their eyes is hurt , pain and sympathy . He excused himself and walked up to his room locked it and sat at the corner of his bed .

Her miserable face kept flashing before his eyes .... Her confession kept echoing in his ears ... Her feets drenched in blood kept flashing tooo .... He felt his heart dropped into his stomach . He sooo wanted to hurt himself physically for making her go through shit . More over, getting closer to her .... Becoming friends with her ... He should hav stepped back the day he felt something for her . It was all his fault !! She was in that miserable condition Cux of him !!

He wanted to go through worst so he clenched his fist and walked up to the glass table and punched it mercilessly .... The glass broke into several pieces just like his heart and pierced through his skin . He smiled weakly looking at his hand which was now totally drenched in blood . He then walked through shattered glasses to satisfy the guilt which was eating him up completely .

Those pieces kept piercing into his feets but he didn't even flinch for once as if it was giving him sukoon ..... He kept reminiscing all the beautiful moments they hav spend together . He sooo wished to live them Atleast once .

The very next morning , neetu wokeup early and went to see her brother she has always been like a second mother to him . She knocked on the Door and sidharth wokeup tried to get up but his feets were paining like hell . Somehow he gathered a little strength and opened it . Neetu was astonished to see his condition . The room was completely messed up .

N:- tune apne aap ko hurt kiya ?? (Teary eyes)

Sidharth lowered his gaze unable to meet her eyes .... She held his arm angrily and settled him on bed . Shutting the door she stood infront of him crossing her shoulders against her chest .

N:- wtffff is wrong with u ??? Hav u gone crazy ?? ( she yelled )

Ss:- I am sorry (he mumbled softly)

N:- what r u doing to urself ? Why r u hurting us ? Maa has already gone through enough she won't be able to tolerate this !! Jaan lekar manega Tu hamari ???

Ss:- stop it Di !! I am sorry Okkk but plxxx trust me u guys r my everything 😭❤️

N:-(went on her knees and cupped his face) I can't see u like this .... Kyun khud ko hurt kiya bata ??

He narrated the entire thing to her ... She was astonished to hear how madly they r in love with eachother . Her heart ached for our Sidnaaz 😭😭💔 she couldn't believe that such intense and pure love still exists .

N:- itna pyaar karta hai usko ??

Ss:- (smiled sadly) Bohut zayada Di shayed hi kisi nai kisi ko itna pyaar kiya Hoga ... shehnaaz mera pyaar , mohabbat Aur Junoon sab Kuch hai ❤️❤️❤️

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Done 😭💔 I hope u guys love this chapter !! Bohut dil sai likha hai Maine 😕 Khwaab will be uploaded tonight :)

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