Junoon ... [Completed]

Chapter 49

Hi guys ❤️🤗 Kaise Ho sab ?? Thank you for showing soo much of love ... Kal I was late for updating Lekin u all are sooo sweet Mujhe itna Acha feel karwaya that I had to take out time for updating !!

Shehnaaz feels soo broken and helpless at the moment ... She hates herself for doing this to him .. It's soo difficult to ignore his call , texts and presence . Her heart craves for him .. She thinks why can't life be easy ?? Why is it full of tests and complications ?? She sooo wants to get rid of all those promises that she made to her father ..

She thinks will it be ever easy to stay happy without love ?? Is she ever gonna forget him ?? Her heart keeps denying all the questions her conscious mind kept throwing at her ... She felt soo disgusted and low for hiding the truth from her sidharth ... He has been begging her for love !!

Moreover , pleading her forgiveness but she had no other option but to reject it with a very heavy heart ... Shehnaaz has already forgiven him but can't let him know the truth cause he will kill Asim .... That poor guy doesn't deserve death .

She kept crying over her incomplete lovestory without getting effected by the people who were passing by and commenting on her state ... She didn't even realise when her tears of heartbreak got mixed with the droplets of rain !!

Our Sidnaaz were not the only one shedding tears over their grief , sorrowness and dejection ... Even the clouds were crying due to the miserable condition of the two lovers who have separated . The nature has totally witnessed their story which began from enemies .... To friendship and deep love ❤️😭

She kept sitting there crying heart out for hours completely drenched ... Her body was shivering due to constant rainfall . She was going through soo much emotionally that her body was shaking but nothing effected her !! She didn't even realise when Mahi and shefali rushed towards her worriedly .

M:- sanu Tu Yahan Kya kar rahi hai ??? Puri bheeg chuki hai Tu ... (Covering her with a shawl)

Shef:- Bol na baby ?? Kya haal banaya huwa hai tune ??? (Worriedly)

Sana :- woh Maine Sidharth Ka rishta reject kardiya hai .... (Her voice choked)

Mahi and shefali were shocked to know about the proposal ... They couldn't Believe that Shehnaaz took such a drastic step that too when she madly loves Sidharth .

M:- baby Mat kar yeh shaadi Tu khush nahin hai toh Kya fiada ?? Sidharth ko apni galitiyaun ka ehsaas hogaya hai ... Toh usko maaf karke Ek naye shuruwaat Kyun nahin karti ?? I have seen his miserable state woh har raat ko drunk ghar ata hai ... Kisi chees ka hosh nahin hota usko !! Tujhe Pata Kal raat woh mere phass aya usne Mujhe bataya Kai apni insecurities ki wajah sai usne galat faisla kiya ... Maine dekha uski aankhaun main tere liye pyaar !! Ek alag hi mohabbat , Junoon Aur takleef dekhi .

Tujhe yaad hai jis din usne tujhko reject kiya ... Usne sidha Mujhe call kiya so that you don't do anything to yourself . He kept waiting until I reached ... Phir jis din Tu bimaar hogaye thi main Gaye usko suna nai itni gusse main thi Kai I didn't pay attention to his condition but last night I realised Kai UskI bhi halat kharab thi ... Uske bhi pairaun main chot lagi thi !!

Main itni disppointed thi usko lekar Kai woh sab Maine tujhe bataya hi nahin ...

Shehnaaz was shocked to hear all of this from mahi ... It broke her heart once Again listening to all that he has gone through ... She felt bad thinking she became soo selfish that she didn't even once bothered to ask about his pain and sorrows . All she could feel was her pain and agony !! What about him ??? She still had her friends as a support system but he was soo alone and broken that no one even sympathised with him 😭😭😭💔💔

Writer thoughts :- "Aisa Kyun hota hai Kai Hume apna dard sabse zayada lagta hai Lekin dusraun Kai emotions hum samajhna bhool jaate hain ... Apni takleef hi nazar ati hai ... Yeh sochte hi nahin hain Kai dusra insaan bhi toh takleef main hoga " (this is what Shehnaaz felt in her heart it was totally filled with emotional baggage ... She soo wanted to get rid of it )

Sana:- main janti hoon woh mujhse Bohut pyaar karta hai Lekin mahi ab Bohut dair Ho chuki hai ... Papa nai zubaan di huwi hai Woh kabhi peeche nai hatainge ... Main unka dil wapis nahin tor sakti 😭💔 (she cried)

Shef:- Aur Sidharth ka ?? Aur apna ?? Tu pagal hogaye hai itna bara faisla hai yeh Bagair soche samajhe Kal shaadi kar rahi hai ?? Agar Sidharth ko Pata laga woh jaan laiga uski ....

Sana:- Tum log wada karo Kai usko Kuch Pata nahin lagne doge ???

Mahi and shefali:-(nodded) we promise !!

M:- shehnaaz Aaj puri raat hai tere phass soch kar faisla laina kyunke yeh Ek nahin doh nahin teen zindagiyaun ki baat hai ...

Shef:- Haan Yaar Tu Aur Sidharth Ek dusre sai Bohut pyaar karte Ho toh soch samajh kar Faisla laina !!

Sana:- mere phass koi Aur opinion hai hi nahin Yaar ... Ek baar Phir mera dil tootega bass farak yeh hai Kai is baar main khud torungi !! 😭💔

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Done ❤️ Guysss Sidharth ka song dekha ... Kitna hota lag rahe hain jiju omggggg Shehnaaz is soo lucky bass ab jaldi stream karo sare songs and let's pray they get a new project Cux I miss them !! Also Aaj live arahe hain dono hayeeeee 😭😭😭😭😭 Eid ka itna Acha surprise by our babies ❤️🤗

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