Junoon ... [Completed]

Chapter 44

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Soon they reached the hotel .. Shehnaaz instantly got out of the car without even glancing him once as if the moment her eyes will meet his she won't be able to control her emotions . Sidharth gave the keys to his guards to park the car and walked up to his room agitated. He lit a cigarette and began drinking alcohol ... It feels like this is all his life consists of now .

Sidharth opened his Mac to get back his sukoon which is in glaring his naaz all night ..... He gasped to find her room completely ruined . His baby was sitting on the floor crying her heart out while hugging her knees . The miserable sight infront of his eyes caused his heart to break into several pieces just like a glass or mirror .

He also noticed that she was vigorously drinking alcohol as if trying to forget about everyone and everything in the world. He just couldn't tolerate her broken state so he called the servant to get her room's duplicate keys asap. After sometime he darted into her room making her flinch back due to fear .

Sana :- Tu Yahan Kaise aya ??? Kyun aya ?? (She yelled totally drunk)

Ss:- (sat down his knees and cupped her face between his palms) Kyun huwa Meri jaan ??? Itna Kyun peerahi hai ???

Shehnaaz couldn't bear the baggage of emotions in her heart so she broke down letting out all her pain , emotions and feelings . She wants to get rid of them forever .... She feels soo heavy carrying this baggage that now she is ready to give up infront her sidharth .

Sana:- woh Mujhe na Yahan dard horaha hai ... ( she cried pointing towards her heart with all innocence ) Bohut zayada matlab phatt raha hai mujhse tolerate nahin horaha .... 😭😭😭💔💔💔

Ss:- (wiped her tears off) jaan relax paani piyege ???

Shehnaaz nodded her head like a baby making sidharth smile after ages .... He took the glass of water and helped her in drinking .

Ss:- feeling better ?? (Worriedly)

Sana :- (shook her head cutely) nahin Mujhe mera sidharth chahiye Phir hai mere dil ko sukoon milega ..... 😍😍❤️❤️

Ss:- (smiled) main toh yahin hoon hamesha tere phass !!

Sana :- (once again began crying) jhoot Bol raha hai Tu ... Mujhe Teri kisi bhi baat par yakeen nahin hai . Tune toh mujhse wada kiya tha na Kai kabhi Mujhe akela nahin chorega ??? Hamesha mera saath daiga ?? Lekin tune mera wada Kya mera dil hi tor diya ...... 😭😭💔💔💔

Sidharth felt his heart just sank looking at her completely devastated .... He hates himself for dragging her into his shit .... He hates himself for loving her to this extent that can't even let her go ... He hates himself for ripping her apart .. He hates himself for not even fulfilling a single promise . He always wanted to be the reason of her happiness instead he became the reason of her miseries .

Why didn't he just die before breaking her ????

Sidharth install pulled her into his embrace letting her cry out all her emotions. He felt soo helpless Cux he couldn't decrease her pain ....

He sooo wishes to take away all her pain and shower her with happiness !!

He sooo wishes that this part of their life vanishes just like a nightmare !!

He sooo wishes to become the reason of her smile !!

He sooo wishes to share her pain maybe that might lighten her burden !!

Sana:- Kyun Sidharth ??? Sab Kuch itna khoobsurat tha ... Aaj hum Kitna khush hote ... Ek baar woh sab karne sai pehle apne dil ka haal toh batata . Kya main is qabil bhi nahin thi ?? (Hicupping)

Ss:- (kept rubbing her back gently) shhhh .... I am sorry for everything jaan . Bewaqoof tha joh apne aap faisla kar baitha . Lekin baby uske baad tera sidharth pal pal mara hai 💔💔💔😭😭 I regret pushing you away .... I regret every single thing .

Sana :- (shook her head) Bohut late hogaya Tu sidharth ... Mera dil tujhe Kya kabhi kisi sai pyaar karne ki himmat nahin karega kyunke mera bharosa uth Gaya hai pyaar sai 💔💔💔😭😭

Sidharth just couldn't hold on to his emotions anymore ... His eyes tooo began shedding tears ... He so wants his naaz back ... He soo wants to touch and posses her . The mere thought of her not giving him another chance is killing him . He just can't think of his life without her .

No matter what .... He will keep chasing her ... He will go to any extent for his love .... Her denials doesn't matter . She is like a drug to him who is soo fucking addictive .... That he might die without it .

Ss:- (gave a long peck on her forehead) your drunk tumhe aram ki zaroorat hai

Sidharth carried her in a bridal style and laid her on bed .... Removed her heels and pulled the quilt over her completely .

Ss:- Good night .... I love you sooo much (mumbled softly)

He was about to leave when Shehnaaz held his hand .....

Sana:- plxxx Mat Jao !! Aaj Ek akhri baar mere phass soja ??? (Pleading tone)

Ss:- kahin nahin jaunga ..... (Smiled)

Sidharth removed his shoes and laid beside her .... Shehnaaz gestured him to pull out his arms so that she could cuddle making him laugh Cux he has been craving for this .... It's been sooo long since they slept like this .... Finally they were getting their sukoon back . He was happy to have his naaz back even though she is drunk .... He knows she will be regretting in the morning but he just can't lose this golden chance ❤️❤️❤️

She instantly slept on his chest listening to her fav tunes that is his heartbeat ... While he kept gawking her as if capturing this moment forever . He sooo wants to stop the time forever and The night to never end .

Sidharth grabbed his phone and captured the moment forever ..... Finally his naaz is into his arms ..... Sidharth now feels complete ❤️❤️❤️

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Done 😭❤️ Aaj Mujhe rona araha hai .... Pata nahin Kyun ??? I felt something while writing today's chapter :( 😭😭😭 Chalo you guys enjoy khawaab will be uploaded once I am free !!

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