Junoon ... [Completed]

Chapter 47

Hi ❤️ Kaise Ho sab ?? Guys Bohut jald Sidharth ka dark side nazar ayega ... Have a little patience with me kyunke main chahun toh jaldi story finish kardungi Lekin Junoon is really close to my heart toh I love elaborating every chapter with all the emotions !!!

Aaj jaldi update dairahi hoon kyunke raat ko I will be busy and I don't want u guys to wait .... Kal late ayega Cux eid hai mere saath Thora cooperate karlo 🤗🤗🤗❤️❤️❤️

Sidharth couldn't believe his ears ..... He was just shocked .... He thought it might be his nightmare little did he know that it's the truth . He once again asked them thinking what if he misheard it .... He sooo wishes it to be his worst dream ever .

Ss:- shehnaaz ... Yeh Kya Bol raha hai ??? (His voice cracked)

B:- Sach Bol raha hoon apki wajah sai Meri behan nai apni jaan Laine ki kawshish ki thi ... Aap ki Ek galati ki wajah sai hum hamesha Kai liye sanu ko kho daite .

Sidharth felt like the ground slipped through his feet ... He couldn't believe that his jaan ... His naaz tried to take her life . The mere thought is driving him insane just Cux of his stupid insecurities and fears he lead her to that point where she no longer wanted to survive . What if she was no more here ??? This thought is causing his entire body to tremble .... He so wanted to die hundred times before listening to something sooo horrific . How could she do this to herself ??? Did I shatter my naaz completely ??? Is she sooo broken that taking her life was the solution to heal it ???

Shehnaaz never ever wanted Sidharth to know this Cux she knew he will blame himself .... He Will feel guilty ... He will blame himself for her dragging her to this point . Anger rouse into her she sooo wanted Shehbaaz to leave before he reveals about Asim !!

Sana: baaz Dafah Ho mama bula rahi hain !! ( sternly)

Baaz:-(sighed) isko batana zaroori tha ....(he left)

Shehnaaz noticed Sidharth standing numb .... He was standing just emotionless ... She knew he must be blaming himself ... He must be hating himself . She didn't wanted him to feel bad .... Just couldn't stand his silence.

Sana:- sidharthhh .... ( mumbled softly)

Ss:- no reply !!

Shehnaaz held his hand and dragged him towards her room ... She knew that he wanted emotional support ... She had to be there for him no matter how many difference have built up between them .... She just can't leave him alone. She made him sit on bed while she poured a glass of water and made him drink .

Ss:- woh joh Kuch bhi baaz nai bola woh Sach hai ??? (Stammered)

Sana:- woh Sab chor un bataun ka ab koi fiada nahin ... (Looked away)

Ss:-(angrily) bolo ?? Kya woh sab Sach hai ??

Sana:-(sighed) Haan Sach Keh raha tha woh jab main Punjab Gaye .... I was totally broken ... I was missing you ... Carving for your love . I was hating myself for falling in love with you !! I was fed up and helpless kyunke Mujhe sukoon nahin mil raha tha ... Aur milta bhi Kaise jabke sukoon toh Tu tha mera !!

Thak Gaye thi khud ko samjha kar Lekin yeh dil maanta hi nahin tha .... Us waqt sabse asaan khud ki jaan laina laga ... I thought I might get sukoon forever . Main blade sai apni wrist kaatne hi lagi thi jab baaz andar agaya Aur usne Mujhe Zor sai thappar mara .... Us din main tere liye akhri baar roye .... Us din akhri baar apne toote dil par roye .... Akhri baar apne toote bharose par roye ... Khudh ko samajh ya Kai ab Shehnaaz kisi sai kabhi mohabbat nahin karegi !! (She cried)

She couldn't tell him about Asim .... One of the reasons was him tooo . She wanted to die Cux she had no other option but to fulfill her dad's wish. She couldn't imagine her life without Sidharth who was .... Is will always be her true love ❤️❤️❤️ The thought of giving Asim the same place in her life that belongs to Sidharth is sooo devastating !!!

She thought the easiest and the better option is to run away by taking her life she became coward for a while but then she realised that running away is of no use .... A stronger person tries to face all the hurdles and fight back instead of becoming weak .

Meanwhile , Sidharth couldn't stop the tears from falling down ... He couldn't imagine the pain she had gone through ... He never though she would love him to this extent ... He has never been loved sooo much ... The mere thought that his naaz loved him so much gave him a lot of satisfaction . He felt delighted to know that he was her sukoon but the thought of her taking her life has shattered him into pieces .

He couldn't feel his heart anymore ... Guilt , remorse and repentance kept running in his mind . He hates himself for letting her go through hell ... If he would have been a little more stronger and fearless they would have a beautiful lovestory . He being a coward couldn't face the reality so he made her go through worse .

All the guilt was eating him up completely ... Soo many emotions kept running In his mind due to which he kept tightening his grip on the glass shattering it into zillion pieces just like his poor heart .

Shehnaaz flinched back due to the blood which was flowing like a tap water . She instantly ran to get a first aid box and sat down on her knees to clean his wounds .

Sana:- pagal hogaya hai Sidharth ??? Yeh Kya kiya ?? Itna khoon beh raha hai ... Khud ko takleef Kyun dairaha hai ??? (She scolded him while crying )

Ss:- (smiled) pagal hogaya hoon naaz tere pyaar main ... Jitna dard Maine tujhe diya hai usai kahin zayada khud ko daina chahta hoon Kya Pata sukoon miljaye

Sana:- bakwas bandh kar apni (while bandaging his wound) Joh hona tha hogaya hai ... Bhool ja sab !!

Ss:- (wiped off her tears) Kaise bhool jaun woh sare pal joh Humne ek saath guzare hain ??? Kaise bhool jaun woh saari baatein joh Humne Ek dusre Kai saath ki hain ??? Kaise bhool jaun us raat ko jab hum Ek huwe Thai ??? Kabhi nahin bhool sakta tujhe ....

Sana:-(cupped his face) plxxxx Sidharth mere liye Aur mushkilain khari Mat kar. Hum Ek kabhi nahin hosakte ... Apni yeh zid ... Yeh Junoon chor dai 😭😭❤️

Ss:- kabhi nahin tumhe apna bana kar hi rahunga by hook or by crook (kissed her cheek)

Sana:-(herself) hum kabhi Ek nahin hosakte kyunke main apne dad sai kiya huwa wada nahin torungi .... Tune Bohut dair kardi ab main peeche nahin hat sakti .... I can't betray Asim !!

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Done ❤️ Kal update late ayega Cux its eid 💃💃💃💃💕 next chapter main dhamaka hoga 😂😂😂😂

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