Chapter 34

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Shehnaaz was busy having breakfast when her phone rang and she went out to receive it .... While going out she felt someone grabbed her wrist and took her towards the exit . It was none other than sidharth shukla who pinned her between his hands against the wall . Shehnaaz fumingly yanked him away as if his touch disgusted her .

Sana:- Kya badtameezi hai yeh ??? (She yelled)

Sidharth kept gawking her as if her eyes have hypnotised him . He was sooo lost in those brown orbs which were showing intense anguish and hate . While Shehnaaz could see different emotions in them unable to tolarate his intense gaze she looked away .....

Sana:- mera haath Choro !! (Sternly trying to get out of his hold )

Sidharth went closer to her and dipped his head in the crook of her neck smelling his naaz godddd he sooo fucking missed it . He just couldn't pull away as if her fragrance was a drug to him and he was a drug addict .

Ss:- Fuck naaz I missed the way you smell 😍❤️ (Whispered huskily)

Shehnaaz instantly shut her eyes when his hot breath fell over her skin which was sending shivers down her spine . His closeness litreally accelerated her heart beat .

Ss:- I have missed you sooo much jaan 😭❤️ (He mumbled kissing her earlobe softly )

Shehnaaz flinched the minute his lips touched her .... Suddnely , the night when he rejected her love kept flashing before her eyes .... The night when he humiliated her and made her feel no less than a whore .... The night he shattered her into pieces . She clenched her fist fumingly and jerked him away.

Sana:- Don't you dare touch me !! Tumhari himmat Kaise huwi Mujhe haath lagane ki ??? Who gave you the right to kiss me ??? (She yelled)

Sidharth was shocked to witness soo much of hatred and agony in her voice . He never imagined that his baby ... His jaan ... His naaz would ever speak to him in this tone but he knew that he deserved every bit of it .

Sana:- Mr.sidharth shukla go find yourself a fucking slut rather than forcing yourself on me .... (Screamed )

Sidharth gasped unable to gulp down those words ... Did she really just say that ??? Did she just accuse him ??? How could she even think about it ??? Did she really felt like that ??? Did I made her feel sooo characterless that night ?? Does she hate my touch ??? Doesn't she love me anymore ???

Ss:- yes you made her feel like a whore That's why she hates your touch and u fucking deserve it (his mind mocked )

Ss:- I was not forcing myself on you (his voice cracked )

Sana:- (laughed sarcastically ) ohh really ??? Toh Phir Kya karne ki kawshish kar rahe the Huhhh ???

Ss:- stop it Sana !! I regret rejecting .....

Sana:- (interrupted) enough .... I am not interested to hear any of your bullshits Mujhe yeh wedding sukoon sai attend karne doh Iske baad never show me your face again !! (She left )

Sidharth stood there numb .... He felt his heart just sank into his abdomen . Never in his life he thought his naaz would hate him sooo much .... She doesn't even wanna see his face anymore ..... Shehnaaz always used to feel sukoon by his mere presence but today his presence was unwanted .... She was just tolerating him due to the wedding . His naaz .... His jaan who used to love him unconditionally now doesn't even care about his Presence !!! That's how much he has successfully managed ruin Shehnaaz Kaur Gill 😭😭😭💔💔💔 .... He is now left with nothing but regrets and pain !!

Sidharth carried the emotional baggage in his heart and walked up to his sisters room ....

Neetu:- Kya huwa Sid ?? (Worriedly)

Sidharth couldn't stop the tears which began rolling down his eyes .... He wasn't able to control especially not infront of his sis . He knew she was the only one who would never judge him .

Ss:- di she hates me .... (His Voice chocked)

Neetu:- yeh toh hona hi tha na Sid .... Tujhe Kya laga tha woh tujhse ache sai milti ???

Ss:- I know di it's just that I couldn't stop myself from hugging her .... Aap ko Pata I should be happy kyunke finally she hates me that's what I wanted !! Lekin di mera dil bandh horaha hai 💔💔💔 I can't see sooo much of hatred in those eyes jin main Ek waqt main Bohut sara pyaar Aur sapne the Mujhe lekar .

Neetu :- I understand Sid kyunke Tu usko Bohut pyaar karta hai :) you need to stay strong !!

Meanwhile Shehnaaz immediately darted into her room and cried her heart out ..... She felt sooo bad and disgusted to shout on him . To push him away ... To make him feel like he was forcing himself on her . She didn't understand why she was sooo harsh .. She didn't understand why she wanted him to go through pain .... Not totally but a little closer to what she went through !! Little did she know that he was equally miserable and devastated without her 💔😭

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