Junoon ... [Completed]

Chapter 95

Asim and meeti left giving him a reality check due to which sidarth felt like killing himself for ruining his own happy married life . Just cause that bitch grew a seed of doubt in him mind he misjudged his love .. His naaz ... His jaan who loves him insanely . Tears began rolling down his eyes of regret , guilt , remorse and Repentance . He felt so ashamed for doubting her loyalty character and even worse her pure love . He became such a ruthless monster that he forced himself on his naaz whom he always treated like a princess ... A delicate doll whom he broken with his own hands . His concious mind kept throwing a lot of questions ...

How is he gonna face her ??

How is gonna ask forgiveness ??

Sidhart felt extreme pain rising in his heart for making her go through hell . For once again letting insecurities win over their pure love . He soo wanted to punish himself for hurting her ... For forcing himself on her ... For not trusting her ... For not fulfilling his promises .... For not able to get rid of his insecurities For once again making her suffer cause of his ex ... For not fighting against his past ... For breaking her to a certain extent that he can't ask face her let alone asking forgiveness .

He sarcastically laughed over his stupidity for ruining everything which was beyond perfection . He promised to always love her ... To never leave her side .. To always share their problems ... To never allow anybody to create rift in their marriage but guess what ?? He miserably failed in fulfilling them . Rashmi and his insecurities have drifted them apart due to his overthinking and over possessiveness . The day she spoke shit he should have spoken to naaz so that once again she would have assured him about her love .

Sidharth got up gaining enough courage to stand over his feets cause he felt extremely week on his kness carrying the baggage of emotions and guilt . He noticed the glass table proceeded towards it while all the moments when naaz cried cause of him kept playing infront of his eyes due to which he clenched his fist and punched it hard shattering it into several pieces just like their poor hearts . He fell down on his kness crying his heart out while his hand kept bleeding like a tap water . He just couldn't feel any pain cause at the Moment the guilt is eating him up from inside .

What if naaz leaves him ??

What if she never forgives him ??

Noooo he won't let her walk out of his life . She is his mere reason of staying alive without her he would prefer death . She will have to forgive him cause he will beg for it ...

He stood up without even bothering about his bleeding hand darted towards his car drove towards the mansion . The maid informed him that she is in her room due to which her ran like crazy towards his life . He darted inside breathing heavily while naaz stood emotions less facing her back towards him. She didn't need to turn around cause she felt his presence that's the beauty of love .

Sidharth fell on his kness crying miserably waiting for her to pull him into her protective embrace little did he know that she would stay unresponsive . Minutes passed when no reaction came from her side it killed Sidharth . Naaz stood there like a rock cause she somewhere understood the reason behind his breakdown but this time she won't forgive him easily . He needs to be taught a huge lesson so that next time he doesn't repeat his sins .

Ss:- I am sorry naaz (his voice chocked)

Shehnaaz closed her eyes bit her lower lip trying to control her emotions cause this time she Won't break ...

Ss:- Mujhse Bohut bara Gunnah hogaya naaz kyunke Maine tujhse doubt kiya . Hamare pyaar ko joh Kai itna pakeeza hai . Mera deemag kharab hogaya tha Yaar tujhe yaad hai his din main office sai gusse main aya tha woh isliye kyunke rashmi meeting main thi . Usne tere bare main galat baat Kari kaha "Teri naaz tujhe dhoka daige" woh baat mere deemag main ghar kar Gaye . Maine khud ko Samajhane ki Bohut kawshish Kari Phir raat main Asim ka message aya jiski wajah sai mera deemag kharab hogaya . Jab Maine tujhe cafe main usko hug karte dekha main pagal hogaya . Mujhe laga Sach main Tu Mujhe dhoka dairahe hai Lekin main Galat tha kyunke Meri naaz apne Sid Kai saath Aisa kar nahi sakte .

Shehnaaz clenched her fist after hearing rashmi name cause never did she thought in end worst nightmares that Sidharth would believe her instead of his love . Once again he broke her cause of that bitch . Extreme anger and rage ran into his blood that she sooo wanted to hurt him ...

How could he believe her instead of his naaz ??

Why didn't he share his insecurities with her ??

She soo wanted him to leave slap him hard for being sooo stupid . The harsh reality of rashmi being the cause of this mess slashed like a sharp knife on his wounded heart .

Sana:- Get out sidharthhh (yelled)

Sidharth stood there astonished witnessing her anger which is totally justified but he badly wanna speak to her ....

Ss:- Naaz Ek baar Meri toh sunn plxxx (begged)

Sana:- Get out Sidharth (yelled)

Sidharth didn't leave he stood rooted like a rock whisk she furiously rushed towards him grabbed his collar in agitation . Tears began rolling down their eyes witnessing their witnessing the result of his stupidness . Sidharth tried to wipe her tear but she yanked him away feeling utterly disgusted ....

Sana:- I hate you Sidharth (yelled)

His heart dropped the minute those words slipped out his mouth cause he is badly craving for her love which he can't request cuz he is the reason behind this mess . He soo wishes to removes these chapters from their life just like a nightmare cause he can't tolarete hatred reflecting in her eyes and words .

Ss:- I love you (voice chocked)

After hearing his confession she just couldn't stand on her feets it's like her entire body is drained out carrying the emotional baggage . She couldn't believe that after messing everything up he has enough courage to face her let alone asking forgiveness or professing his love . His love isn't worth it cause he badly lacks in trusting his partner which is much more essential than love . This is a second time he broke her down into pieces due to his insecurities . Once again she couldn't love him enough to gain his trust . Her love failed to bring him out of his bitter past . She broke down like never before letting out all her sorrows and grief cause once again they are back to square one . She felt down sobbing while sidharth pulled her into his embrace trying to pacify her .

Ss:- shhhh I am soo sorry plxxx forgive me mera bacha 😪❤️

Sana:- (yanked him away) Haath Mat laga Sidharth Nafrat horahe hai Mujhe tujhse apne aap sai Pata Kyun ?? Mera pyaar tera bharosa jeet nahi paya . Mera pyaar Teri insecurities khatum nahi karpaya . Mera pyaar kamzoor nikla jiski wajah sai rashmi jeet Gaye humain alag karne main . Dekhna sab barbaad kardiya usne ... Sidnaaz ko judaa kardiya usne kyunke Hamara pyaar haar Gaya Uske samne . Mera pati ... Mera Sidharth uski bataun main agaya . Khatum hogaye kahani Hamare Junoon ki . Woh jeet Gaye Aur main haar Gaye teko Pata Iska responsible Kaun hai ?? Tu Sidharth shukla maafi mangne ka faida nahi kyunke Ek bara Phir tune Hamare beech dooriyan paida kardi .

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Done ❤️🤗 Keep loving Junoon :) Aaj toh dil toot Gaya likhne huwe rona agaya Kasam sai ... Love you all 😘❤️

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