Junoon ... [Completed]

Chapter 38

Hi ❤️ Kaise Ho sab ?? I hope you guys are enjoying Junoon .... Chalo ab likhna start karti hoon !!

Shehnaaz looked at him with all the hurt and agitation in her eyes .. She couldn't believe that he has the guts to face her after all the bullshit he has done .... Does he really think that his apology would take away all her pain and bring those days which they cherished back together .

Sana:- (snorted) sorry ?? Sidharth tujhe Sharam nahin ati ??? Bhool Gaya us raat tune kiya bola ?? Bhool Gaya tune kis Tarhan Mujhe beizzat kiya ?? Tu kis muh sai Kehta hai Kai main tujhse nafrat sai baat Kyun karti ??? Tujhe nahin maloom ??? Bol na ?? (She grabbed his collar harshly)

Ss:- (teary eyes) Mujhe sab yaad hai jaan .... Hogaye mujhse galati . Pagal tha main joh apne pyaar sai bhaag raha tha .... Joh apni insecurities ki wajah sai selfish hogaya .... I thought I am not worthy enough for ur love !! Mujhe laga you deserve someone better than me that's the reason I pushed you away ... Lekin these six months made me realise that I can't live without you !! Main marjaunga Yaar ..... Tera sidharth apni naaz Kai bina adhura hai 😭😭💔💔

Shehnaaz stood there numb trying to gulp down his words .... She felt like he just stabbed her heart brutally .... Did he just say that he rejected her love due to his insecurities ??? Did he just decide for her tooo ?? How could he take the decision himself ?? How could he just push me away ??? Who gave him the fucking right to break her heart according to his will and then try to heal it back ??? Does he take her feelings as a joke ??? Was he the only one involved in that relation ?? He didn't even bother to consider her feelings .... Rather he gave priority to his stupid fears and logics ?? What about her emotion ??? Was she not worthy enough that her emotions could be respected ???

Tears began rolling down her cheeks just like a tap water .... She was letting out all her hurt , emotions and anger in the form of tears . All those emotions that she had buried in her heart are constantly running down . Those tears were piercing his heart like needless .... He couldn't tolerate his jaan going through sooo much that he instantly wiped off those tears before they fall down he can't let them waste Cux they r too precious !!

Ss :- I am soo sorry naaz 😭❤️ (His voice chocked)

Sana:- I hate you sooo soo much !! (While sobbing)

Ss:- (kissed away those tears and finally let out his feelings) I love you jaan ❤️

Shehnaaz was shocked she couldn't bealive that he just confessed his feelings There was a time when she was craving to hear these words but today they were not giving her satisfactions ... She just wanted to run away from him those words were litreally piercing through her heart .

Sana:- Nooo ... Don't Mujhe nahin suna !!! (She yelled covering her ears with her palms)

Ss:- shehnaaz plxxx I really love you and I can't live without you .... 😭😭💔

Sana:- It doesn't matter to me !! Jab Maine bola tujhe koi farak nahin para Lekin Aaj Tu Bol raha hai toh Mujhe koi farak nahin par raha .... (Angrily)

Shehnaaz was leaving when he engulfed her in his arms crying his heart out to her ....

Ss:- plxxx aise mat Bol .... main marjaunga Yaar !! Mujhe Pata hai that u still love me .... (He pleaded)

Sana:- sidharth chor Mujhe !! Us din tune decide kiya bina mujhse puche Aaj main decide karungi bina tujhse puche ....

Ss:- You can't do this to me !! (He yelled )

Sana:- Kyun ?? Dard horaha hai tujhe ?? (Pushing him away) us raat Mujhe bhi huwa tha .... I was begging for your love !! There was a time when I was dying to hear these words but now nothing matters to me ...