Do i love you? I don't know
I know i care though
Only want your happiness
Don't want to be the cause of your sadness
I've been through stuff
Things to me that are really rough
But maybe as usual I'm just a drama queen
I don't know how to explain how its been
I've not cried for no reason for a while
These past few days all I've done is smile
But right now i want to breakdown
Not just frown
Cry till i fall asleep
That dark short trip
Devoid of dreams
I mostly see nightmares it seems
Wake up with a splitting headache
I don't know what to take
I thought id gotten better
But it seems depression is stronger
And nobody knows or understands
I'm alone as it stands
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Haven't written in a while🙂.....but i guess im back
