Bury My Heart

After The Storm

It was nothing more than a kiss but I felt something in it. Something more than Zayn gave me. Kyle left as soon as we kissed and said "um you should go home now, you have to think about that job promotion". "Ok" I said. I left the building I didn't even reply when Jade and Lynn asked me what's wrong I just left.

*At the house*
I was watching tv and eating thinking about the kiss and did he really mean what he said after he left the office "I should go home I have a job offer to think about." I'm not even sure I have a job to look forward to anymore. I looked at my phone it was 6:00 Zayn should be home any minute now I don't know what I'm going to tell him maybe I just shouldn't tell him. just then I had to throw up and I don't know why. I've been having to throw up a lot now maybe I should go to the doctor maybe tomorrow since its my day off for valentines Day.Just then Zayn came in. I guess he sensed I was still mad at him because he had this sad look on his face I just had to talk to him, so I said "look Zayn I'm sorry... but he cut me off "DON'T TALK TO ME"! "What"? "I SAID DON'T TALK TO ME!! I've never seen him so mad he stormed off in the kitchen and grabbed a bottle of Whisky. Now I've seen him drink but not like this I went into the kitchen and he stared at me. "Babe tell me what's wrong why are you so mad"? He looked at me and said "Dixon fired me he said I've been at the job too long and I need to let new people try things there". "Oh my gosh,really that's so much bull he knows yours one of the best workers there". "It's ok he's going to realize that he's missing out and come begging for you back". "No Katy the world doesn't work like that this isn't a movie". "Well I'm sorry" I start to cry and he comes to me and tries to give me a hug but I run into the bedroom and lock the door. "Babe please open the door" he says. "No" I say. "I'm sorry, I'm just stressed out please just open the door". I open it tears running down my face "I kissed my boss" I blurted out, unaware that I said the first time. "What"? he said. "Sorry I got a promotion and I was happy and I was mad at you and so I kissed him I'm sorry babe". "Was this payback or something" he said. "Payback for what "? I ask confused. "Payback for talking to Jessica"? he says, his face looks angry and hurt at the same time but I guess he should feel that way. "No babe I was just I don't know in the moment and I don't know what happened,please forgive me". "I forgive you" he says and hugs me and I feel great again.