Leave me this way

Prologue

I want us

I almost run papunta sa kotse ko. This is what I've been waiting for, ever since! If it's true, that he really wants to be with me.  Then I am the most lucky girl, in this whole Universe!

Astrid, you better get your shit together and drive safely. You're about to get married! Kidding, atleast I won't be forever single.

I looked around. What the fuck it's traffic! Rush hour ba? I need to get there, as soon as possible.

Ilang minuto bago gumalaw ang mga sasakyan, nakakainis na! Bakit Kaya gan'to pag nagmamadali ka, ang bagal ng usad. But when you're smooth, and doesn't have anything to do hindi traffic?

Bigla naman nag-ring ang telepono ko, I immediately click the accept button, at sinagot ang tawag. Since traffic naman, at mahahawakan naman ang phone, there's no need to connect it on the car's speaker.

“What is up, Mirabel?” Bungad ko sa pinsan ko.

I heard her breath heavily, mukhang nagkakagulo base Sa tunog sa paligid niya. Kinutuban kaagad Ako, what the hell is happening to my cousin's?

“Are you okay?” I asked

Halata sa boses ko ang pag-aalala, ngunit sinubukan kong pakalmahin ang sarili ko.

Ilan buntong hininga ang ginawa ni Mirabel, bago ko marinig na umiiyak at sumigaw si Miracle.

“Oh my god! Tell her na! Mirabel” Malakas na bulalas ni Miracle.

Nanlamig Ako ng marinig ko ang sinabi ni Mirabel. Lumabas Ako ng kotse at dali-daling tumakbo.

Nanginingig ako, habang papalapit sa mga taong nag tipon-tipon. Roswald saw me coming, he immediately approached me and lock me on his arms.

Psychology is the line of field I am in, observing people's action is just a piece of cake for us. And understanding their behaviour is very easy that is why,

I know exactly why he did that, I am late. Too late already. He already left, he left me in this world. Without leaving traces of why he had to do that.

Tangina.

Hindi pa nga nagsisimula

Mahal, tinapos mo na.