Leave me this way

Chapter 6

“Okay ka Lang Anak?” Tanong ni Mama at ibinigay ang isang tasa ng gatas sa akin. Walang gana ko naman na kinuha iyon, I drank a little. Pero pagkatapos niyon ay nagpaalam na akong pumasok. It's Sunday today. Yesterday was a blast but not in a good way.

Pagkatapos ng pangyayari ay umuwi na agad ako, Roswald was mad and wanted to punch Oliver straight on the face yesterday. Buti na lamang at napigilan ni Lioh. Oliver didn't have a say, at umalis na lamang sila.

Naiyak naman Ako

Gan'to ba talaga ang feeling ng masaktan, it's when everything is okay but you're not okay.

Mom didn't know that I was rejected, however, she knows that I'm head over heels on Guerrero

I always told her stories, of how cute and mysterious he is. My curiosity towards him, to unfold his playful side made me attached. Sobrang interesting kasi na malaman kung ano talaga siya sa loob ng maskara na suot niya.

Ilang tawag naman ang natanggap ko mula Sa mga pinsan ko, they told me to be okay at niyayaya akong uminom but I declined their offer. Gusto ko munang mapag Isa. Let's see if I could move on easily from this since

Sometimes being alone makes you realise a lot of things.

Naligo naman Ako at nagbihis. Hinintay Kong mag 7 o-clock I need to go out. I'm suffocated with my thoughts.

“Where are you going Anak, you have class tomorrow” tanong ni mama pagkababa ko ng Sala. Dad's not yet here, kasama pa siguro Si kuya. Pero Kung andito lang 'yon for sure naman Hindi Ako papayagan. Good timing.

“May pupuntahan Lang ma, uuwi Rin agad” Sabi ko and kiss her cheek. Hindi na Ako nagpahatid Kay kuya Jun or else they'll just know my whereabouts. Nagtaxi na lamang ako.

“Saan po tayo. Ms. Beautiful?” Tanong ni kuyang driver, inalis ko naman sa paningin ko ang cellphone ko before answering him.

“Katerba tayo kuya” I answered

I stare at the city lights while thinking.

Bakit Kaya niya ako nireject?

I mean. I may not be the most beautiful but atleast I got looks, I'm the smarter in class, my family has a name, I'm a one decent girl kaya bakit?

Pero naisip ko, when someone simply doesn't like you, your achievements in life, no matter how big they are those stuffs. It doesn't matter to them. They know what and who they wants.

“Andito na po tayo ma'am!” Oh! That was fast. Bumaba naman Ako pagkatapos magbayad.

Pumasok na ako ng katerba, unlike clubs mas tahimik Dito. There are no big subwoofers in the area. Mas makakapag isip ka, the vibe is just chill and quiet. The place is for those people who just want to think.

“Here's the menu ma'am” the Waitress offered, I smiled at her and gave my order after.

Ilang minuto pa lamang ay dumating na ang mga alak at nagsimula na akong magbukas nito Isa-isa.

I don't know how many bottles ang nilaklak ko na, medyo nahihilo na ako Pero ang nasa isip ko ay ang mga sinabi ni Oliver.

Maybe, he's right.

Siguro nga talaga I'm really uninteresting

Hindi Ako sapat.

Funny, how other people's words can affect us. BIGTIME!

“A penny for your thoughts” naibaba ko naman ang isang alak pagkatapos ko itong tunggain. My eyes widened when I saw the dashing business man Infront of me.