Roof Top Wonders (cashby)

Let Him Soothe Your Soul

Chapter Seventeen- Dr. Feelgood by Motley Crue.

"Where are we going?" I demand as Austin pulls me through the hospital.

"On that date" he smirks.

"The doctors would kill us if we leave. Not to mention I'm carrying around this suspicious looking metal pole" I point at the silver tube with my IV hooked to it which lead to me.

"Alan." He coed "let me worry about it. Docs say if you stress too much your heart will explode"

"Exactly why leaving is a horrible idea"

"Come on" he pulls me in the restroom. "We're going to get you dressed."

He put a pair of black shorts and a black shirt with a band name in it that he must've found in my room.

"You're mad" I chuckle as he wheels be out the door

"And you're stuck with me" he retaliates.

"Are we even allowed to take this wheel chair off campus?" I ask sucpisiously.

"Would you stop worrying" he chuckles.

"There is a bag of water in my hands. I'm a little worried."

"You should switch the water out for orange soda"

"I'd be a hamster!" I exclaim

"Dork" he mumbles I tilt my head back to look at him and stick my tongue out. "Careful or that tongues mine"

"Ew" I crinckled my nose.

"Oh shut up. You love it"

"Taco Bell?" I questioned

"It's the closest to the hospital." He shrugs going up to the counter after putting me at a table. I don't know why he's doing this I feel like I'm in the way and a bother.

"Your taco my lady" he slides the tray in front of my.

I smiled and looked down to hide my blushing cheeks, he was such a sweet heart. He lifted my chin up an and brushed my lips gently. "Love you" he whispers against my lips.

"I love you too" I giggled.

"Promise you'll never leave me" he says sitting back down.

I gasped quietly in surprise. It was an odd request and seemed to be totally out of the blue. "Ah-of course I'll never leave you" I stutter. I'm not sure why he said that since I'm actually more afraid of him leaving me. Though can one ever leave someone? Memories are forever, painful of joyful.

He forced a bit of a smile before biting into the taco.

"I mean we all make mistakes right?" He shrugs nervously

Oh god what did he do? Millions of thoughts ran though my head a minute. What the hell did he do? Oh god he probably murdered a man or worse! He could have said that Dean from supernatural isn't hot. Dear god I couldn't ever forgive him for that. My throat closed again, holding in my questions.

"Your brother knows." He says simply. Well...it could've been worse. "He assumed and was one hundred percent sure no matter what I would have said he wouldn't believe me" he talked a mile a minute and came to a ridged stop when I put my hand on his soothingly. I made my eyes scream what my mouth couldn't. 'it's okay'. And it really is. If anything I thought Austin would stop dating me if someone found out, being on the football team and all. Yet, I found myself swallowing hard and my heart beating faster and faster. What if Mike hates us now and Austin breaks up with me because Mike doesn't like him anymore? What if Mike tells my family and they all hate me more? Oh god what the hell am doing? I'm in love with Austin but why do I have to keep asking myself if he really loves me back?

"I'm sorry" he whispered sadly

I look up at him trying to gain the courage to speak through my cloudy eyes. "Do-"my breath hitched with fear "do you love me" I whispered the last part

"Of course I do baby" he says with surprise that I said such an absurd thing. Maybe I was just paranoid but I didn't want to lose him but if I knew I was going to I'm not going to string of out.

"Tell me..." I demanded softly "tell me you love me, I need you so much"

"Alan Ashby, I love you" he says looking from into my eyes so deeply I thought he was digging a hole to my brain. The mere look of pure love could make anyone falter. It was the look that burned into my mind and I could never let go.