WONDERING
MESSAGES
j🤍
lav why aren't you respondinglav🦋
jesus christ jaden! give me some fucking space.i have asked everyone to not text me and all the boys and girls are respecting it so why can't you?
my sisters been in the hospital and i'm trying to spend time with her and reassure her she's okay while she's on bed rest
so i'm fucking sorry that i can't text you back when you can clearly just ask josh what's happening and if he doesn't want to tell you he doesn't okay!
j🤍
lav i know you're upset but don't get mad at melav🦋
oh fuck offi have every right to be mad at you. when i found out you cheated i didn't shout! i looked at you and explained everything
not once did i let my anger out and slap you i just cried and i cried and i cried
j🤍
i never fucking cheated and you know it. charly kissed me! i pushed her away and told her i had a girlfriendlav🦋
but you didn't bother to send me a text.
not a call
not even explain when you were here
even when it was all over tik tok room you couldn't care lessj🤍
i tried to explain it to you
i did. i fucking didlav🦋
clearly you didn't try hard enough because our relationship wouldn't have fallen apart if you were honest at firstj🤍
oh my god shut the fuck up!
you're being such a bitch about something i didn't dolav🦋
suck my dick jadenyou know what? bryce was right we are toxic for each other
j🤍
you're listening to bryce?
that asshole can't get a fuckjng girlfriendlav🦋
and you cheated on yoursbesides he's right. this is toxic.
we were fine for awhile but you need to understand i need my fucking space. i don't have time to be attached to your hip every second of the day
j🤍
you're seriously doing this over textlav🦋
well i'm not seeing you in person any time soon because guess what dickwad?i just cancelled my flight back to la. i'm staying in canada.
have fun being a single bachelor and don't bother contacting me again.
j🤍
lavender don't be irrationallav🦋
i'm not being irrationali'm doing what's best for my mental health and in the end yours as well
so i'm breaking up with you.
and don't say that i won't be upset because i fucking am okay. i loved you i still fucking do but my health has gone to shit and i need time
j🤍
so our whole relationship you're gonna throw away just like that?lav🦋
grow up jadenthis isn't the first time we broke up and you know i preach about mental health so it's time to start looking after my own
j🤍
you know what fuck youlav🦋
right back at youlav🦋 has blocked j🤍
lavrichards has tweeted!
AUTHORS NOTE
okay so maybe i lied about the laden content....but on a different note.
i struggled with thinking i was never good enough for a long time. i thought everyone hated me and nobody wanted me around anymore and i got so close to just ending it all. but there are people who care for you and if you died their whole world would change.
stay strong and i'm here if you want to talk because i can relate honestly my life is far from perfect. i've been bullied, called names, had rumours spread about me. i get judgy stares and so much more.
i stopped eating and lost all motivation to do anything and sometimes i fall back into those moments but there are always people who care for you.
i love you all so much and i'm here 🤍🤍
that got way too deep for this story so comment something funny here please 🥺
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