save that shit. \\ mairi(hairi lmao)

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njuta~ C9H13N

third person pov.

Kairi stared at the plate of food in front of him. His eyes starting to water slightly. the dim light hung over the table, and made it seem like some movie.

Mattia was supposed to be home at 5:30.

it was now 10:17.

and he promised he'd be home. he promised he would come home on time. but it seemed too good to be true for kai.

He had no idea why he came home late every night. cheating, maybe. drugs, unlikely. partying, likely.

Kairi continued to pick at the food, he wasn't even that hungry, before the door swung open to an extremely drunk mattia.

All the smaller boy could do was roll his eyes. He took the plates in front of him, full of food on them, and took them to the sink.

Mattia stumbled around, "kai babyyy." he slurred, leaning on the kitchen counter.

"come on, let's go to bed." kairi whispered to him, slightly irritated that he's had to do this every night for the last 2 months.

After mattia flopped on the bed, and snores slipped past his lips, kai went back into the kitchen.

He noticed mattias jacket on the floor, he obviously picked it up. but dropped it as soon as he smelt it.

weed and alcohol.

Kairi frowned while taking it to the washing room. He tossed it, almost throwing up at the smell it reeked of.
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Mattia woke up before kairi, his hangover practically killing him. He groaned silently, rubbing his temples.

He shook kairi's shoulder, waking up the still very upset boy.

"do we have advil?"

"why are you asking me, you literally buy all the medicine because you wake up with hangovers every morning." kairi breathed out, turning away from mattia.

and to be honest, mattia was dumbfounded. he didn't understand why kairi seemed upset. did he do something?

he told kai he'd be home late for the next couple of weeks. so it couldn't be that.

Mattia just shook his head, checking all the cabinets for any sort of pain reliever. then he realized, he could just go smoke really quick.

duh.

He went out to their balcony, grabbing a blunt out of his secret box of blunts behind the chair. He quickly lit it, the smoke slipping past his dry and cracked lips.

Mattia's pov.

I instantly relaxed as the drug entered my body. My hangover still kinda burned, but it slowly went away as i smoked.

My only hope was that kai wouldn't wake up. I didn't want him to see me smoking, anymore at least.

we used to smoke together all the time, but he stopped when we moved out of jersey.

he said it was unhealthy.

and that's why i came home late every night. i would smoke, drink and party. obviously i did other things, pills, lsd, snuck a little bit of coke in there.

things are chill. i'm not addicted or anything.

Usually after work i'd go to a party, and just fucking vibe. but this vibe going on right now is ruined because i can hear kairi walking around.