save that shit. \\ mairi(hairi lmao)

nio.

got discharged and now i sleep all day while my gf does school bruh moment😃😁
njuta~

Mattia's pov.

I walked into my own room, putting the pictures on my dresser along with the journal.

It'd be better for me to just forget about this.

forget about kairi and hunter. move in with seb and work my way up with him.

or, somehow, just get amnesia.

i pulled out my computer to figure out how to get amnesia. yes, it seemed weird but i was getting too caught up in kairi.

the loss can be temporary or permanent, but 'amnesia' usually refers to the temporary variety. causes include head and brain injuries, certain drugs, alcohol, traumatic events, or conditions such as alzheimer's disease.

I sighed deeply as i read it. well i'm an excellent drinker and i think trying certain drugs can't be too bad.

narcotics painkillers.

it seemed perfect.

surely portia could get me some, and i don't think she'd ever catch on.

I looked back to the photos, seeing that most of the photos were candid. very out in the open for anyone and everyone to see.

i then rolled my eyes and looked at the journal.

how to steal an idiots boyfriend.

I opened past the title page, studying his subtle drawings on the side. most of them were drawings of weapons, guns and swords.

step one : follow desired boy around.

step two : become friends with his friends.

step three & four : get your friends to be friends with desired significant other and get him into drugs, causing a chain reaction.

step five : get that bussy.

did this kid really write, bussy? somehow that's more concerning than his whole elaborate plan.

whatever, it doesn't matter. hunter was going to die in the long run. whether i did it, or kai..or maybe himself.
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I walked over to portias door, hoping she was home. i knocked, opening the door when i heard her say come in.

"oh hey mattia, didn't know you came here. seb said you were gonna stay."

"nah i felt like coming here. hey uh do you know anyone who could get me narcotics?"

"duh, why?"

"kinda want to try them."

portia looked up from her phone with narrowed eyes, "alrighty. i'll text seb, we can probably have them by tomorrow."

"bet, i'll be back tomorrow morning. going on a little trip." i smirked, waving goodbye and walking to a bar.
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I walked in the bar, seeing kairi and hunter huddled together in a booth. Robert and alejandro were also there.

i smirked to myself, continuing to the actual bar. i ordered a few shots, and easy way to get drunk rather quickly.

a girl came up and sat next to me, ordering the same amount of shots as me.

"you're cute." i mumbled, putting a hand on my chin.

"oh, i uh- i just sat here because there are no more open seats." she chuckled, downing the shots. "i'm claire." she then stuck out her hand, smiling brightly.