save that shit. \\ mairi(hairi lmao)

tjugotvå.

...wait...you thought daddy hunty died ?❤️👄❤️ okay! 😫⁉️🙂😁🥴😏😳😐😟😂😔😌😍😻😼👁👄👁

njuta~

Third person pov.

Kairi rushed downstairs as he heard the gunshot. He saw hunters body and fell over him.

"you killed him?" Kairi said with tears in his eyes. "what the fuck is wrong with you!?"

"yeah." mattia said with dead eyes. "but he shouldn't be dead, i only shot him in the stomach. It's fine i'll get medic if it shuts you up."

Mattia could care less that there was yet again another body on the floor. He shrugged and grabbed his phone, calling paramedics.
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"h-he tried to commit...so-sorry this is just hard for me,, he tried to commit suicide while everyone was upstairs." mattia said with a frown, fake tears pooling at his eyes.

"it's okay sir, we'll get him to the hospital as soon as we can." The EMT spoke, writing something in her notes.

Mattia watched carefully as they put hunter in the ambulance. Everyone else was inside consoling kairi so mattia could lie.

He wiped a fake tear and walked straight back inside. He walked past the fountain in front of the doors, noticing the coldness of the water.

tw // suicidal thoughts \\

As mattia became hypnotized by the flowing of the icy water, he wanted to dunk his head under and drown himself.

death looked good right about now.

His head was still pounding and his throat burned from all the alcohol. His tummy was twisting in knots, and he's knees felt weak.

Kairi was definitely right about him throwing his life away. because mattia simply couldn't move on.

which made him if he should even be upset at kairi for moving on. i mean, kairi was happy with hunter. right?

and everything was better for kairi when mattia was gone...

but he decided against it. he decided he should just go back inside and go upstairs to his room.

the only thing there was left was getting sober. But mattia lost his whole personality when he was.

he'd just have to be boring again.

He could still hear kairi's crying as he walked up to his room.

Mattia's pov.

god does that kid ever shut the fuck up?

I rubbed my face, yawning as i saw my bed. I flopped on it, not bothering to get under the warm blanket to escape the freezing room.

i don't deserve to get what i want, so i'll just take what i'm given.

and i was just about to drift off to sleep when my door opened and soft cries came in.

"what, kairi." i rolled my eyes.

"why." he said quietly as he sat next to me. "why are you so insistent on ruining my life?"

I frowned, "i'm not."

i don't know exactly what i did to him due to memory loss, but when i started into his teary eyes..i remembered.

My head started hurting as my head flooded with memories.

"i left vegas to leave you alone. I didn't fucking ask for you to follow me home, i didn't ask for you to take your stupid boyfriend here. i didn't ask for him to take you from me and i most certainly didn't ask for hunter to plan ahead and write journals about how much he hated me and how much he thought that he had to save you. i didn't ask for him to stalk us for months." i breathed out, now standing up and raising my voice. "hunter doesn't love you. he just hates me enough to pretend to."

Kairi stared at me in fear. "stop lying mattia and just tell the truth! why is it so hard for you to just be honest?!"

"i'm not fucking lying." i groaned, and went to my vanity and pulled out three journals and all the pictures. "read through that and then come talk to me."

I laid on the opposite side of the bed, watching him go through the journals and look at the pictures.

His facial expressions changed rather quickly. From confused to terrified to doubtful and anger.

"where did you get these, how do you even know that these are hunters?"

"sebs warehouse. hunter had a room there and when i took over i had to go through his room and shit. and ya know that hunter doesn't work for his parents." i paused, starting to laugh, "because one, they're dead and two, he works in a drug manufacturer company."

Kairi's facial expression fell. "i have to go. will you get me a car to the hospital?"

"sure. just know you won't be welcomed here anymore, but take the notebooks and picture with you." I stood up, and took him downstairs. "blu, call a taxi. alejandro go fuck the butler upstairs i'm tired of you fucking him with your eyes and lili get me some cranberry juice and turn on our favorite movie."

"are you always this bossy to your friends?"

"they work for me." i told him, watching ale run upstairs and lili go to the kitchen. blu had the phone to her ear.

"the taxi is on the way." blu smiled and then went to find lili.

"but they aren't your friends?"

"they are. but i pay them enough to make them listen whenever i want them to." i took him outside, giving him a jacket because it was cold.

"what's this for?"

"the hospital. to keep yourself warm."

We stood in the driveway, the wind picking up.

"do you really miss me this much?" kairi mumbled.

"yeah. you have no idea either." i stood up straight, trying to keep myself from going inside and drinking again.

"about what?"

"it's weird but i've been watching you since the day we broke things off. I knew hunter was bad. i knew how he would treat you." i told him, seeing the taxi pull up. "anyways. drive safely. and here's some money in case you need it." i opened the door for him , shutting it after him.

I went to the driver, "if he doesn't get there safely..i'll kill you." i grinned then handed him a few hundred dollars.

I waved and walked back inside.

kairi's pov.

I frowned as i realized how much mattia actually cared. Hunter would never give me a jacket when it was cold. he'd never tell me to drive safely or anything close to that.

god i can't wait to tell off hunter.

// 1069

fun fact : hunter is not dead yet. lol.

-kemi