A New Year

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As I raise my glass, I say aloud

Here's to...

A new year of cutting

A new year of fighting depression

A new year of starving myself

A new year of panic attacks

A new year of suicidal thoughts

A new year of lies

A new year of anxiety

A new year of sadness

A new year of hiding

A new year of long sleeves

A new year of pain

A new year of suffering

A new year where I once again have to face the torture of being me because I'm too much of a coward to end my life

Hey guys. I'm really struggling right now. Life has been kicking my ass, but I'm really trying to get through. Thank you for all the love on this book. It's so amazing to read the positivity. Love you guys. Wish me luck on this new year of suffering.

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