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Poetry

i'm not sure what this is, but i hope it's something, for someone. i write for you, and only you, whoever you may be.

I Hate This

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by youweremyeverything

by youweremyeverything

I hate this.

I hate all of it.

I hate how much I miss you.

I hate how much I think of you.

I hate how jealous I have become when I see other girls looking at you the way I used to, the way I still do.

I hate that you're not mine.

I hate that you will never be mine.

I hate that one person has this much control over me without even trying.

I hate how you found a way into my
heart and now you won't get out.

I hate how you broke down my walls.

I hate how I hurt you.

I hate me for doing that.

But most of all, I hate how no matter what, I will never be able to hate you.