This is life (Clexa Au)

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Clarke's POV:

I had to talk to Lexa, why is she acting this way. Did i do something? I got up from my seat and Luna pulled my arm trying to stop me. She gave me a concerned look and i shook her arm away.I continued to walk to Lexa's table, she still had her head down, it doesn't look like she is sleeping.So I walked closer to her put my hand on her shoulder.

C: Hey I said softly and Lexa ignored me, Lex you have to tell me whats wrong

L: Nothing, now leave me alone 

It hurt when she said that, she was usually so kind and happy. I looked at her for a while and sighed. I took a seat next her causing her to Jump up.

L: I SAID LEAVE ME ALONE, WHAT DO YOU NOT UNDERSTAND

I was shocked by what she said, everybody eyes were on us and tears begin to roll down my cheeks.

C: I'm sorry I said and I ran as fast as I could, not knowing where i was headed

Lexa's POV:

LU: LEXA WHAT THE HELL

L: what I said as I rolled my eyes

LU: She was worried about you, you can't just scream at her

L: Yes I can, NOW LEAVE ME ALONE

LU: Just tell her, tell her everything

R: Tell her what? Raven said as she approached Luna

L: Nothing you should be worried about I said and i got up my seat and took a look around

L: WHAT ARE YOU LOOKING AT and everybody started to look at something else

LU: Raven go get Clarke, i'll talk with Lexa and Raven nodded before running off

L: There is nothing to talk about

LU: Tell her the truth, she cares so much about you.

I did feel bad about screaming at her, but i can't tell her. If i do i might hold back, and everything I've learned growing up would be a waste. But this would cost everything Clarke and I have built. We have come so far. I got up from my seat and started to walk back to my dorm

N: Finally your back

L: Shut up I said and started to walk to my room

N: WAIT

L: What!?

N: Its Clarke

L: What about her? I asked confused and annoyed at Niylah

N: Whats wrong with her and why did she run to me crying

L: She ran to you!?

N: Ye she's in my room

L: Ok I said and went in my room, I couldn't face her, at least she is near somebody who loves her. I lay back in my bed and started to cry. Why is life so unfair. My eyes were red and puffy, I closed my eyes and drifted off to sleep.

Clarke's pov: 

C: w-ho is it..? I asked hoping Lexa came back

N: It was Lexa Niylah said annoyed

C: Let me see her I said as I jumped up from Niylah's bed and heading for her door, she put her hands in front of me and shook her head

N: Why would you want to see her, after all she doesn't even want to see you

C: Your right I said kinda disappointed and I sat back on her bed.

N: I'll go get you something to drink Niylah said and I nodded.

I couldn't keep my mind off Lexa. Why was she acting so cold? whats wrong with her? Is it because of me? Why is she shutting everybody out? I just hope she is okay.

N: Here I got you some tea Niylah said as she put the cup of tea on the night stand and she took a seat next to me.