This is life (Clexa Au)

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Clarke's POV: 

First thing I saw when i woke up was Lexa. I wish i can wake everyday to this, she looks so peaceful. I could look at her all day long, god she's so beautiful. What kind spell is this.. "Good morning Clarke." Lexa said as she slowly opened her eyes. "Good morning Lex, I'll go make breakfast." I said as i got up. Holy shit, did we sleep together.... I went to the kitchen and made pancakes. Blueberry pancakes of course. "Is that pancakes i smell!" Raven said excited as she ran into the kitchen. "Yes, but its not for you." I said teasing her. "Ha i bet its for me." Octavia said as she got out of her room. "Woah when did you come back, i haven't seen you around lately..." I said confused. "Well i got back when you and your girlfriend were sleeping together." Octavia said as she went to grab a pancake. "okay first of all those pancakes are not for you so back off, and second of all Lexa is not my girlfriend!" I shouted slapping Octavia's hand away from the pancake. "Ok missy that hurts" Octavia said as she rolled her eyes. "Shut up." I grabbed the plate of pancake and a glass of milk and walked to my room.

"Wow breakfast in bed, Ms.Griffin." Lexa said winking. "I mean isn't that the best thing ever, well you better eat up I got class." I handed the plate to Lexa and put the glass of milk on the night stand. "Thank you, beautiful." Lexa said as she reached for the plate. I blushed and picked up my backpack, time for class.

"Hey Clarke!" I head somebody yell from behind me as i hurried to class. "Oh hi, Niylah.." why does she look so happy... "Sooo..? Have you made up your mind?" Niylah asked still smiling. "Uhhh what??" I asked confused. "You know.. umm you said you might still give us a chance..." Niylah said as her smile disappeared. I don't know anymore, I don't know if i still have feelings for her, i know there is still a little, but i want to move on, i don't want to be broken again. But what if she breaks me. "I- uhhhhh.." I was sweating, i don't know what to say. Should i..? No thats a bad idea, but if i say no who knows what would happen. Her anger problems are scary. "Shut up Clarke." Niylah said as she leans in to kiss me. But instead of feeling Niylah's lips i felt a soft hand on mine. "I'm sorry but she's taken." Lexa said as she removed her hand from my lips. "So back off" Lexa said grinning. "Lexa, if your actually dating her then why did she say she would give me a chance then" Niylah said with an smirk. "Maybe because she didn't want to hurt your sensitive little feelings, awww is baby Niylah going to get mad." Lexa teased. "Shut up Lexa, she doesn't even like you that much, right Clarke???" Niylah asked as she turned to me. "Right??" I just froze there, for all i know class is starting in 10 minutes and guess what I have it with Niylah.. "I umm, Niylah this is life, you have to learn to move on." I finally said. "But you still like me a little right?? We could make it work, Please Clarke, I love you." Niylah begged. "You know what! If you loved me you wouldn't have left me there alone. Where were you when i needed you, you broke me." I said and tears started to come out of my eyes. "I'm sorry Clarke, I still love you, it wasn't my intention to make you feel this way, just give me another chance." Niylah continued to beg. "I think i've been nice enough, stay away from Clarke." Lexa shouted when Niylah tried to hug me. Lexa held me tight and comforted me. "Come lets skip class" Lexa said as she held my hands and led me out the school. I could see Niylah chasing us. "Lexa, what if i got back with her.. do you think she will change, will she stop doing this, because it hurts me." I said thinking if i should get back with Niylah.

Lexa's POV:

 When Clarke said that it felt like my heart has been stabbed 10 times by a knife, i just want her to be happy. "Clarke, follow your heart, choose what you think will make you happy." I said and Niylah finally caught up. "Thank you, Lexa." Clarke said. Niylah ran up to Clarke and hugged her. She hugged back.. I will respect her decision as long as it made her happy. Clarke pulled away from the hug and said "Niylah I don't think we would work out, I already got somebody else in my mind." Clarke said as she turned to me. I started to blush and Niylah looks like she wanted to punch me.