𝐟𝐨𝐫𝐠𝐨𝐭𝐭𝐞𝐧 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞; mattia polibio

002

alessya and julia were finally placed in their rooms and were sleeping like babies. mia sighed as she went downstairs to catch up with the boys, as much as she didn't wanna see mattia, that wasn't gonna stop her from seeing her old best friends.

ale: you look different
mia: lmao how
kai: your eyes
mia: what about them
kai: they used to be filled with happiness and had a sparkle

after mia lost both her parents and grandma, she couldn't find her old happy self. her grandma passed away before freshman year began and her parents passed away at the beginning of junior year. it was a hard time for her knowing they won't be by her side during big accomplishments.

mia: personal problems
kai: you okay tho

no tf she thought to herself.

mia: yeah
ale: and you got your braces off
mia: i was so happy
ale: how you been tho, been a while
mia: good, i recently got out of a relationship
kai: spill
mia: he cheated on me
ale: damn, with who
mia: some bitch, i don't know
kai: we seen you all over tik tok room
mia: ew stop, so toxic
ale: i know, you gonna talk mattia orr
mattia: what do you want me to say
ale: maybe ask her how she's been
mia: ale, it's fine seriously

mia felt mattia's gaze on her, it was honestly annoying at this point and she just wanted to kick him out.

mia: how you guys been
ale: doing good, realized you unfollowed all of us
mia: wanted to forget about jersey
ale: so forget about us
mia: not necessarily, i was just upset in the moment and unfollowed everyone
ale: we could tell
mia: oh shut up, how you been kairi
kai: good, the same, like my hair
mia: why did you do that kai
kai: i was bored okay
mia: ok chill

swallowing a lump in her throat, she decided to ask mattia how he's been.

lord save me she thought to herself.

mia: um how you been mattia
mattia: good, in a relationship right now
mia: with who
mattia: cynthia

she simply nodded showing no emotion whatsoever, he remained with the girl that he used to cheat on mia with. she was obviously upset about it but there was nothing she could do, she hated him at that moment.

mia: how long
mattia: ever since we broke up

wow, a whole fucking year and a couple months, i hate him she thought to herself.

mia: happy for you

sike she thought to herself.

mattia: thanks
ale: we should head home now but it was good seeing you mia
mia: i missed you guys, most of you
kai: MIA
mia: anyways, i'll see you guys-
ale: tomorrow
mia: k, bye guys
kai: bye mia

they left her house and she locked the door, she made her way to her room and flopped on the bed. she completely forgot mattia was her neighbour and opened the curtain, she saw him and cynthia making out so she closed the curtain immediately. feeling sad.

waking up to banging on the door, she groaned and headed downstairs, she knew the boys were here, they always did that.

mia: fuck off yeah
kai: good morning to you mia
mia: shut up kai
ale: where's alessya and julia
mia: still asleep

she let the boys in and checked the time 9:26am, she groaned but she knew waking up early lets her skin feel nicer.

mia: you guys hungry
mattia: we already ate
mia: k

she made herself eggs with bacon and poured herself a glass of orange juice, she sat at the table as the boys went on their phones.

kai: come sit mia
mia: i'm comfortable over here
ale: pussy
mia: ugh fine

she sat on the one seated couch not wanting to be next to anyone, she missed the boys but wasn't as comfortable as she used to be.

ale: any new news
mia: no
mattia: oh c'mon mia, talk to us about your ex
mia: and i would do that why
mattia: we're all friends
mia: uh i'm not friends with you
mattia: why's that
mia: are you stupid
mattia: what am i supposed to say, sorry for falling out of love, cynthia is better than you
kai: mattia
mattia: what
mia: an apology would be nice
mattia: i was trying to
mia: the same day we broke up, i was in pain and wasn't ready to listen how you guys talked half way during our relationship
mattia: it wasn't like that
mia: so what was it like mattia, you could've broken up with me when you started with her, i would've had much more time healing

he remained silent, he knew he hurt her a lot but couldn't come to his senses, he was never good with apologies.

mia: listen, i wanna get over this and i am 100% over with your bull but i don't know if you are
mattia: i obviously am since i'm with cynthia
mia: whatever polibio

he knew that whenever she said his last name, she was mad, he didn't know what to do. he liked cynthia but he doesn't like her as much as he liked mia, he was in love with mia.

mattia: can we talk, alone
mia: k

she put her plate away and went to her room, she closed the door as he sat by her desk and she sat on the bed.

mattia: yk i'm sorry, i'm just not good with apologies
mia: i know mattia, it just sucked seeing you "fall out of love" when everything was perfectly fine
mattia: i messed up mia, it sucks knowing how much i hurt you after everything we've been through together
mia: so how did you just lose feelings mattia, unless you never actually loved me
mattia: you could've done so much better than me mia, you are an amazing beautiful girl who doesn't deserve you. i wasn't the right one for you
mia: you were tho mattia
mattia: i wasn't mia, i let my insecurities get the best of me and i'm genuinely sorry, i never fell out of love
mia: so cynthia was good for you
mattia: in some ways, yes
mia: that's all i wanted

she silently sighed and went back downstairs to see alessya and julia eating breakfast as the boys were cuddled up next to them. there was a knock at the door and mia opened it, revealing an angry cynthia.

cynthia: um who are you and mattia, why are you here
mia: hello to you cynthia
cynthia: how do yo- mia
mia: cynthia
cynthia: ugh why are you here mattia
mattia: we wanted to see mia
cynthia: the boys did or you did
mattia: why does it matter cynthia
cynthia: cause we're together
mattia: come with me

they talked outside and all you could hear was them yelling at each other, mia smiled inside hoping mattia and her would break up but she wanted to see him happy and not sad.

am i really over him she thought to herself.

mattia and cynthia were now in a full argument arguing over the little things, mattia hated how cynthia got so jealous.

cynthia: why are you here with her
mattia: you should talk to her since you guys were best friends
cynthia: i was friends with her cause she was new
mattia: so you faked it this whole time, she didn't deserve that
cynthia: and she didn't deserve you cheating on her, with me!
mattia: YOU THREATENED ME CYNTHIA
cynthia: CAUSE I LOVE YOU, THAT WHORE DOESN'T LOVE YOU THE WAY I DO
mattia: she's not a whore cynthia, she's fat from that and we're done
cynthia: mat-
mattia: done, goodbye cynthia parker
cynthia: you'll regret this mattia

mattia walked back inside feeling happy but also sad, he liked her but now he was single and wanted mia back.

is she really over me he thought to himself.

author's note
i hate it here 🔫