𝐟𝐨𝐫𝐠𝐨𝐭𝐭𝐞𝐧 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞; mattia polibio

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six days left until it's goodbye new jersey, hello ottawa. if i'm being honest, i'm happy i came back, all my old friendships are repaired and i'm back with mattia. yeah i don't wanna leave but i have to go back home, i'll probably come back for christmas and march break. alejandro is coming with us so i feel bad since he's leaving his best friends, he could always stay here but he needs to be careful, these females crazy.

i'm packing right now but leaving a few outfits out since i plan on getting more clothes, spend some time with my friends and i plan on going to six flags, idk.

alessya: LIVING ROOM EVERYONE

bruh- ok. i ran downstairs and saw everyone there, i'm late, this is so unlike me 😔

alessya: WE'RE GOING TO SIX FLAGS
mia: YOU'RE LYING
julia: nope

inside i was jumping and i also was outside, i hugged alessya and julia and ran to mattia. i kissed him passionately causing robert to make a gagging noise.

mia: WHEN
alessya: right now

fuck. i ran upstairs and put on red kappa pants, a black polo shirt and my black and red air max 97s. (AIR MAX 97S ARE SO BEAUTIFUL, back to the book) i ran downstairs and looked at mattia, he was eyeing me up and down until he locked eyes with me.

mia: vamonos

we got in the car and i sat in the back, as always.

alessya: let's go to the mall
ale: i'll drive
julia: put yo seatbelts on
kai: psh yolo, ahhhhh
alessya & julia: we told him to buckle up
kai: always buckle up
mia: shut the fuck up

i hate it here, sike. i always knew i wasn't gonna stay in jersey forever but i never thought this time would come so fast. i will miss everyone, a lot.

kai: MIA
mia: stop fucking yelling you whore
kai: i wish you would've left sooner
mia: i wish i never came back
kai: but then i wouldn't have met this dime
julia: anyways
mia: nasty
julia: don't act like i wasn't home when you and adrian-
mia: JULIA
julia: yes
mia: i hate you
julia: aww i hate you

we made it to six flags and i ran towards the entrance, mattia called for me but i was too focused on my favourite rides i saw. i felt mattias arms snake around my waist and he rested his head on my shoulder.

alessya: let's have fun
mia: uhh i-
alessya: no mia, you're going on the big scary rides with your boyfriend
mia: i wish i was at wonderland
julia: don't we all
alessya: let's make the best of it
mia: whatever
robert: THE JOKER
mia: ARE YOU STUPID, i am not going on that
mattia: yes you are

mattia dragged me to the line and i was so scared, who wouldn't? that shit is so fucking high, i'd literally end up passing out then crying afterwards like the pussy i am. maybe if i wasn't such a party pooper- no don't blame yourself for being a pussy. i hate it here. the first time i went on the joker, i cried then puked, ever since then, i haven't gone on it.

the worker strapped me on and i held mattias hand, squeezing it tightly.

mattia: ready
mia: no

the ride started and i was screaming, i bet everyone was pissed but this shit will make my head fall off. but the view was pretty.

mia: MATTIA
mattia: WHAT
mia: I HATE YOU FOR THIS
mattia: CUTE NOW SHUT UP