"I forgot to give you something." My mother was about to leave my apartment but suddenly she turned around and put her nose half way in her handbag and rummage around.
"Here! I found this yesterday in your old room." She hands me a little filmstripe with old negative pictures. She scratchs her neck ackwardly and waits for me to say something.
"T-Thanks" I stutter. She knows that the memories will hurt me but I appreciat it and I´m thankful.
"I will go now and leave you alone. Call me if you need anything." She says and closes the door behind her.
I sit down at my bed and look at the pictures. They are all different but in every picture is the boy with brown lightly curled hair and green beautiful eyes and the girl who isn´t as tall as the boy and really small. She has brown long hair who is sometimes in a ponytail. She has brown big eyes which pop ou of her face and her skin is mature and she hasn´t any pmpels not even in her puperty.
I am the girl and the boy who always stands next to me and has one of his aound my shoulder in every picture is or was my bestfriend Ashton Irwin before he became famous and started the tour with his band 5 Seconds of Summer over a year ago.
We were friends for fourteen years and when he get the news of the tour I was really happy for him and I thought it was a good oppurtunity for him. He promised me to keep in touch with me and he said that we could skype and text every free minute he has.
But he never tried to contact me or something else. I tried to call him and texted him a lot but he never replied or something else. It was like he never have known me or I was only a stupid friend who didn´t mean anything to him.
Ashton was always so happy and bubbly. We talked about anything and we used to make something funny. I didn´t want to admit it but I loved him and I´m still in love with him. I know he broke my heart with leaving me.
"I love you. I will always love you and nothing and nobody can change that." I say to myself and move my finger about the pictures.
Suddenly a idea popped in my mind. I never tried to write letters to him, Maybe he will get them. I will write about every picture and every memorie from the beginning of our friendship. I think it´s a good way to let go and try to move on.
So this was the first chapter and I hope you like it. Please vote and comment and maybe check out my other story Long way home.
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Memories (Ashton Irwin Ff)
FanfictionMemories Memories are one of the most important things in the world. Memories are a sweet escape. Sometimes you wish you could remember every single detail of someone. But sometimes you wish you could forget everything about this person.
