(SLOW UPDATES) A Memoir to the Memory [Kylo Ren x Reader]

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"Well Y/N. That concludes our session for today. I'll see you next week." Your psychologist, Vernet said. You nodded with a smile and stood up, leaving the room. You were currently staying at a government facility, due to your case it was important they kept tabs on you at all times.

It wasn't bad, you had freedom and could eat what you liked. The food was in fact, very nice. You still got to see your family and you could leave the facility for a couple of hours if you liked. But at the moment, you were walking to your room. Just finishing a therapy session with a nice psychologist.

If you hadn't had your "accident" you would consider that your life was pleasantly simple. But because of the accident you had memory loss, and not to mention you were halucinating.

You returned to your room and walked over to your balcony. You opened the balcony door and stepped out for fresh air.

It had been a week since your initial waking up. But since the first visit with your family, no new memories had revived themselves. You also didn't tell anyone about the memory with Marie in it, you figured that maybe it was just your mind making up things.

"You need to stop second guessing yourself." You heard the familiar deep robotic tone from behind you. You immediately whipped around to see him standing there. "How do you do that? A-Appear like that?" You asked and he tilted his head.

"I don't do it. It's the Force." He said and you looked at him confused. "The Force?" You asked and his shoulders loosend. "You really don't remember anything?" He asked, sadness filled in his voice. You shook your head.

"I wish I did... But I'm so confused. I don't know if you're just a hallucination, and I don't know if my memory with Marie is even real." You said, looking back down at the city below your balcony.

"I'm real, Marie is alive and well. Please, tell me where you are. I can come get you. I can help you." He begged and you looked at him with knitted eyebrows. "I don't even know you. And I'm missing 5 years of my life. I can't just give all of myself to you." You shot back and he straightened up.

"You did once." He said and you looked at him confused. "How could I give myself to you if I don't even know your name?" You asked, disbelieving his words. "Kylo Ren." He said instantly.

Another memory suddenly popped into your mind.

"I am the Supreme Leader Kylo Ren." Kylo simply stated. You were stunned, astonished. You didn't know why, you couldn't remember why.

The memory faded as quick as it came, when you looked up Kylo was gone. "Kylo?" You asked, what felt like the first use of his name but so oddly familiar left your lips.

He was nowhere to be seen. You wanted to figure out more, figure out why he'd seemed to know you so well. In those 5 years, how long had you known him? How well had you known him? And if you were seeing him why couldn't you see Maire and talk to her?

You let out a defeated sigh, angry you couldn't know more.

Then, an idea popped into your head. There was a way you could figure out more.

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She had remembered something about Kylo, but he wasn't sure. He hoped that you had remembered everything just by his name but he knew that was a stretch.

Kylo's holo transmitter came to life, and he immediately turned is attention towards it. It was one of the Generals. "Supreme Leader. We may have a witness as to Lady Y/N's disappearance." He said and Kylo thought for a moment. "Bring them to the bridge. I will meet you there." Kylo ordered and the General nodded.

Kylo was quick to get to the bridge, his heart pounding with hope that he could solve this mystery. When Kylo arrived he noticed an older woman, wearing ragged clothing standing meekly on the bridge. He approached her.

"What information do you have for me?" He asked and the woman didn't dare even look up at him. "Supreme Leader, I was at the palace when Y/N went missing. We also had some other visitors at the time of her disappearance." She said and she cleared her throat as she looked up at Kylo fearfully.

"The Black Sun."

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You looked around as unsuspectingly as possible. You walked the halls of the facility, passing by doctors, agents, and other patients.

You had passed the 'records' room twice now, and the second go around you were able to sneak in without anyone noticing. You looked around, and quietly walked around, noticing the file cabinets labeled with letters. You looked for the file cabinet with the letter that contained the first letter in your first name. Once you found it, you tried opening it but it wouldn't budge. It was locked.

You frowned and clenched your fists in frustration, you even let a little huff of annoyance out when suddenly a small 'click' was heard afterwards and you furrowed your eyebrows. When you tried opening it again, it had open.

There were many files, so it took you a moment to sift through them until you found yours. You took your file out of the cabinet and opened it.

First you saw a picture of yourself, and then there was a paper with all of your information on it. You as well read, 'patient recived with outstanding gashes and bruises. Three broken ribs. Memory loss. Possible hallucinations. No previous similar hospitalizations.'

You flipped to the next page. There were more pictures. Of some sort of craft. You weren't sure if it was a plane, it didn't look exactly like a plane, more of a space craft but do destroyed, as it looked like a crash, to tell. You flipped past the pictures and to another paper labeled, "Case Discription"

'The following patient was found 50 miles South of the facility. Fallen from space, the craft is indeed otherworldly and contains materials we have never seen. Patient was unaffected by radiation due to some materials in the space craft protecting the inside. Patient also contains  an unknown substance in the blood stream. After testing, the substance has been known to block neural pathways, otherwise blocking the patient's memory.

PREVIOUS ENCOUNTERS:
Patient was being held at a highly guarded government facility for testing after seen using unnatural abilities. Patient escaped from the facility with the help of others not authorized and undocumented. Patient was seen the following day at Marie Polish's home. Marie Polish disappeared after the visit, being seen leaving with said patient and other beings. Patient again used unnatural abilites.

Unknown if unnatural abilities still remain.

Caution level : 4 out of 4.

It was all so much to take in. Maybe your memory of Marie wanting to leave with you was real, and that's how she's gone. It was your fault she was gone and she was probably in danger because of you.

You heard the doorknob turn and you quickly put the file away and quietly shut the cabinet drawer. You hid behind some of the cabinets as two men entered the room. "And do you know about what will happen to the craft? Surely they won't put it away for years instead of studying it." One man said and the other spoke up. "I'm not sure, this case is unlike any we've seen. But we have to keep it under wraps as much as possible. We've already told the family it was a kidnapping and then a car wreck, that's what the patient will hear tomorrow but with more details." He informed and the other man huffed, the were walking just on the other row of cabinets. Then one of the drawers opened.

"Why shouldn't she know the truth? Wouldn't this all seem suspicious? Plus what if it would, you know, jog her memory?" The first man asked and the other replied. "The psychologist said it could give her a mental break knowing the truth. It's better if we have her not brain dead you know." Then they both walked out, and you let out a breath you didn't know you had been holding.

You had to get out of here.