(SLOW UPDATES) A Memoir to the Memory [Kylo Ren x Reader]

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"This is the recorded deal. But Lady Y/N didn't take the deal." The General said as they both stood in the control room. "They must have her. But how would it have gone unnoticed?" Kylo asks and the General shrugs. "I'm unsure sir. What is our next step?" He asked and Kylo thought for a moment.

"Prepare the fleet. I want two destroyers aswell as my ship on route to the Black Sun's planet. If they don't give us the information we need then we will rip the planet apart piece by piece until I get what I need." Kylo said, his fist balling up tightly.

"Yes sir."

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"And your hallucinations have stopped?" Your psychologist asked and you nodded, a fake smile plastered on your face. "Yes they have." You responded. It was untrue, but you had to look as if you were 'improving'.

"You haven't recieved your medication though correct?" He asked and you nodded. "That's right. It's a miracle." You smiled and he nodded. "Indeed it is. You're healing very well. That concludes our session today, I'll have your doctor notify you of what day your next session is for next week." He said, closing the book he had been taking notes in and setting it aside. "Alright, thank you." You said after standing up.

You left the office and were now headed to your room, you had to think for a little while.

Once you entered your room it was immediately cold. "I'm coming to find you." You heard his familiar tone. You shuttered at his words. "How do you know where I am?" You asked after looking up at him. "The deal you had, with the Black Sun. I think they have something to do with your accident." Kylo said and you looked down at the ground.

You furrowed your eyebrows at the words "Black Sun" but of those words, a name popped into your head. Flick Barrmet.

"Flick Barrmet?" You asked and Kylo tilted his head. "What?" He asked and you looked up at Kylo and shrugged. "I-I don't know I just. I remember that name for some reason." You said and Kylo folded his arms as if in thought.

"Sounds familiar. I'll check the records." He simply said. You nodded and looked up at him. "D-Do you wear that mask all the time?" You asked and Kylo unfolded his arms. His hands then glided up towards the back of the helmet and with a click and a hiss the helmet was off.

He was absolutely stunning. Raven locks coming down to his shoulders, his lips were plumply pink and he had a scar running from his head past his eye and down to his cheek on the left side of his face. He looked so tired, and sad.

"Why so sad?" You asked quietly and Kylo shook his head. "You look at me like it's the first time you've ever seen me." He said, you could hear his voice crack as if he were on the verge of tears. You felt as if your heart were breaking, you didn't know why. But the sight of him being so sad hurt you deeply.

"I-I'm sorry. It just feels like the first time. I suppose." You respond truthfully and Kylo turns his head away. "Tell Marie I miss her, please." You said softly and Kylo nodded his head. "I will, for you." He said and with the blink of an eye he was gone again.

You felt immensly sad. Not only because he was gone again but because Kylo was trying so hard for you, and you couldn't even remember him. But you knew you and him had a history. You just wish you knew what it was. Had you fallen in love with him in your past? Because you absolutely hoped so, being honest with yourself you would have felt so lucky to have someone so strongly determined as him.

But all you could do was wonder.

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"Sir, we've arrived." The General said and Kylo stood silently. He couldn't get his mind off of the way you looked at him. He still saw that spark in your eyes. As if your true self was trapped behind your beautiful shimmering orbs.

"Sir?" The General called, grabbing Kylo's attention. Kylo turned towards him. "Send the fleet down. I want the planet secured. Have them search for a Flick Barrmet." Kylo ordered and the General nodded and scurried away.

Kylo clentched his fist at the thought of someone harming you. But Kylo had to figure out if this was the man he was after. If this wasn't it, then he would be back to square one. Kylo waited and waited, he looked down at the barren planet, seeing occasional blasterfire erupt.

After some time later, the General approached Kylo once more. "Supreme Leader. The planet is secure, it is safe for you to land." He said and with a nod Kylo was off to his shuttle in his personal hanger.

Kylo was quick to get to the planet's surface and enter the home in which Phasma told him Flick Barrmet lived in. He saw Barrmet on the ground with his hands up. Kylo grabbed the back of his shirt and hoisted him to his feet.

"Where is she?" Kylo demanded, but the man gave him a simple and sly grin. Kylo ran out of patience long ago, he had no time for games.

Kylo lifted his hand and hovered it hover the man's head. "You will give me the location of my wife." Kylo growled and the man squirmed and winced at the new pain he was feeling in his head. But Flick wouldn't answer him, so Kylo pressed further into his mind.

Thats when Kylo saw it all. He saw the conversation between you and Flick when you were in the shuttle headed towards Earth. And found that you were on Earth. Kylo dropped the man to the ground harshly. Out of pure anger and hatred for the man, Kylo unleashed his lightsaber. He swung upwards, and then sliced diagonally downwards, slicing the man's head off with ease. "They have a substance, it's blue. It causes memories to be blocked in the mind. Find it, and seize all of it. Bring it to the labs on my Supremacy and have it tested for antidotes." Kylo ordered and Phasma nodded, leaving the hut.

Kylo as well exited the hut. He turned to the general. "Have all Black Sun members executed. Outlaw any that are not on the planet at this moment." Kylo ordered and the General nodded before speaking into a com, and giving the order.

Now, for Kylo, it was just a matter of figuring out how to find you on Earth.