We got back home, the whole drive back was cat asking me about what he said. I told her what had happened and what he told me
"So he was on coke?" She said as she sat next to me on the couch cross legged same as me
"Yeah but I don't really care he can do what he wants" i said unlocking my phone going onto instagram to see gus has just posted something
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Lilpeep she don't fuck with me no more
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Cat's phone started ringing, she leaned over to the table in the middle and picked it up
"Hello? Oh hey" "yeah shes next to me why?" "Oh shit okay" she handed me the phone
"Its bexey" i put the phone to my ear
"Hello?"
"Luna, hey!" He said sounding out of breath
"I need you to talk to gus, he's done something stupid"
My heart sped up his post earlier, i knew something wasn't right
"What do you mean?" I asked starting to get concerned
"He's taken too much of something but he won't tell me he's out of it please talk to him"
"I'm on my way" i said putting the phone down and running out the door grabbing my car keys before i left.
Within 10 minutes i was at gus's front door, it was open so i walked in to see fish sat on the couch smoking when he saw me he gave me a dirty look and pointed upstairs. Rude
I almost ran upstairs and bursted into his room to see his not there.
"Gus no don't do that you have to throw up" i heard bexey's english accent beam from his bathroom
"She hates me, i can't be here if she hates me" gus cried sobbing after every word
"Bro she doesn't trust me"
"I don't hate you gus" i said walking into the bathroom Bexey moved from behind gus and let me take the place rubbing his back as he puked into the toilet.
"Thank you" bexey whispered as he shut the door and left us alone
"She hates me, i love her so much" he mumbled leaning more into the toilet
I rubbed his back more as he puked more into the toilet
"I don't hate you" i said resting my head on shoulder placing a kiss behind his ear. His puking immediately stopped and he lifted his head up
I reached up next to the sink and grabbed a towel and ran some water under it to wipe the vomit from under his chin and around his mouth.
"Why are you here" he whispered as he leant up against the wall with me
"Because i love you idiot" i laughed making him smile
"But earlier-" i cut him off
"I was just mad don't worry about it" i said looking down at my hands
"I'm sorry I didn't mean to make you mad"
"It's okay" i smiled
"I went on a small tour, that's why I didn't message you, i would of but my manager said I couldn't bring anyone and I didn't want to tell you because then you'd be let down because you couldn't come" he said looking me in the eyes
"It's okay gus, i'm just happy you're okay" i said standing up
He grabbed my hand "please don't leave I don't want to be alone"
"Gus everyones here they're just downstairs"
"No you know what i mean"he used all his strength that he had left to pick him self up of the floor using the wall for support.
"Come and lay down with me please" he said taking my hand and taking me onto his bed cuddling into the crook of my neck leaving little kisses
"What did you take?" I asked him meaning the pills that got him in this state
"Just xanax baby"
"How many did you take?" I asked him again
"I can't remember, all of them I didn't want to be here i wanted it to be over" he said lifting his head up grabbing his prescription xanax well the empty bottle
"Gus"
"No stop we can't be like that again, we have to be okay because it fucks me up. I won't fuck up again i promise" he said now sat up in front of me.
"Be mine?" He said pulling puppy dog eyes
"Gus, you're fucked on xanax right now I don't think its the right time" i laughed pulling him back down and kissing him on the lips before he pulled away.
"Are we okay then?" He mumbled
"Yes" i said pulling him into another kiss, he deepened it before we were interrupted by bexey opening the door.
"Oh so your okay now then" he said smirking at gus
"Yeah thanks bro" he said getting off the bed and giving him a weird bro hug they do
"Always i've got you" he said patting him on the back
"Bexey are you still having that party thing tonight?" I asked remembering cat was talking about it his cheeks went red
"Oh the thing is-" gus cut him off
"There wasn't a party i told him to tell you that so you'll come and i'll be able to see you" he said quickly before jumping on the bed wrapping his arms around me. Bexey left us alone.
"You're so goofy" i said running my hands through his hair.
