Gus
I didn't want to tell luna about the messages tracy has been sending me because it'll just upset her.
I just want to get this tour over and done with so i can get back home to our apartment without gbc. Everyones right their dragging me down but i just can't do anything about it even if i could i'd probably fuck it up like i always do.
Tonight was the first show, in seattle i was so excited. It's been awhile since I've performed probably in an actual venue.
Tonight everyone is performing my manager said only me and and george can perform but oh well
"Peep who's performing tonight" ned asked standing in the doorway of the backroom
"Um i think everyone is" i said leaning back on the sofa, i could see luna looking at me out the corner of my eye by my eyes stayed on ned
I love him but everyone sees something wrong with him apart from me, i don't see it he's a nice man he just gets what he wants.
"Alright" he said before leaving the room and walking out
"Baby your manager said only you and george can perform" luna spoke up from the corner of the room
"I know boo but he's not here and i can't just bring them on tour without letting them perform" i smiled moving closer to her so we were sat next to each other
"Okay you know what you're doing" she smiled kissing my lips.
My hands automatically went to her neck squeezing it making a moan come out her mouth, her hand on my face when we're kissing turned me on and she knew it
"Okay no stop, i don't want to have to sit on jizzy couches like i did yesterday" cat said walking in breaking us up
Luna's cheeks flushed red as she buried her face in my neck making me chuckle
"Just because you and bex haven't been doing it recently" i smirked making her laugh
"You don't even know bro" bexey said walking in joining cat on the couch
"Okay no need for details" luna groaned seeing that he was about to carry on
"I'm sorry but the whole bus heard you two yesterday going at it for a couple of hours i'd say" george said wiggling his eyebrows
Luna groaned and pushes her face against my chest making me wrap my arm around her pulling her closer
"You know you love it" i leaned down whispering in her ear
"Yes but not when the whole bus hears" she said making me chuckle
Everyone on the bus ended up coming in the back and getting high, we were all high i think i was the most high as always
Me and george left to do a soundcheck in the venue leaving everyone in the bus including luna which i did not like, I didn't like her being around ned especially alone and when he's high i just didn't trust him enough.
"Ay bro after this tour do you wanna come to london with me" george said looking up at me as i was stood on the stage and he was in the pit
I was so high I couldn't focus on the words that came out of his mouth but i heard after tour and london so i just nodded agreeing with him
"Calm" he said in his British accent putting his phone back in his pocket
We finished the sound check and everything was fine, there was a line outside so i went back to the bus to get changed and ready
