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oooo i'm switching it up
"Come on man you're so boring ever since ur girls left" ned said standing at the doorway of the back room where i have basically been living since luna and cat left.
The whole atmosphere of the bus has changed, them two were like our moms always taking care of us and making sure we don't do dumb shit like we are doing now. Ever since they left everyone been out of control and i don't like it, normally i would but something in my gut is telling me not to get involved so i've just locked myself in the back room whilst everyone parties
But nothing bad has happened it's only my anxiety playing tricks on me thinking something bad is going to happen
"Okay fine" i gave in moving all the takeout boxes off the table that i have ordered, ned punched the air in some sort of victorious way, i guess everyone wants to party with me
I kind of cleaned up the back area where i had been living these past couple of days, everyone soon crammed their selves into the back.
"Yo peep, have you spoke to luna?" Bex said from the other side of the couch i shook my head
"He doesn't need no girl" ned said wrapping his arm round my shoulder pulling my head into his chest, something like an older brother would do to their younger brother
I pulled him off me and looked back at bexey "Why? Is she okay" i asked getting concerned
"Yeah i was just asking" bexey said getting back to the blunt that he was smoking before
"Peep you're a rockstar you don't need to girlfriend, look at these beautiful ladies" ned said wiggling his eyebrows over at two girls who were sat on the couch opposite us, who he again had invited over
I mean i know one of them, one of girls was Page from the awful things video and the other was her flatmate Arzaylea or something like that i don't know i wasn't really paying attention
"Nah man i love her" i said pushing his arm off my shoulder once again that had landed round my shoulder
"Whatever man" he said kissing his teeth before getting up and sitting down next to the arzaylea girl who kept her eyes on me and not in a good way. It was like the first night that i had met luna i could feel her eyes on me throughout the whole night
But the only difference was that i loved it when it was luna but now that it was this girl i hated it
My nerves started to kick in making me stand up and get off the bus, i took my phone out my pocket and phoned luna
She didn't pick up so i didn't try again in case she thought something was wrong, i mean there is but it's not urgent.
I put my phone away and traded it with some xanax in my pocket which i swiftly put in my mouth and sallowed it dry four to be exact
I made my way back onto the bus in a slightly better mood than i was before
"You alright there rockstar" that arzaylea girl said now sitting in my place on the couch
"Um yeah i'm okay" i half smiled sitting down next to her but not as close as anyone else was sitting
"What? I don't bite" she laughed patting the couch for me to sit closer
