Gus
Today we were in DC, even though it's not that far from where we were before in new york it took us ages to get there, well it felt like it
Me and luna were in the back as always, we had kind of claimed the back to ourselves apart from when Ned tried to sneak his way in here but Luna always kicked him out
Suddenly someone let out a cry making both of us jump and go to the front of the bus where the. commotion was. It was cat sat in bexeys lap crying her eyes out, her phone on the table
Luna ran to her pulling her off bexeys lap and into a hug
"What's wrong"
"My dad, he's had a heart attack" she sobbed making luna hug her harder
"Oh my god i'm so sorry is he okay?" Luna said with a concern tone in her voice
She shrugged her shoulders "I don't know my mum just phoned me and said i have to go and see him in hospital" cat said
They both pulled out of the hug and me and luna squeezed into the seats opposite the pair
"Do you want me to come with you" luna said holding onto her hand from across the table
She nodded, making my heart drop. I can't do this without luna, shes my back bone she keeps me sober
"Okay babe when do you want to leave" Luna said calling her by the nickname they call each other. Some girl shit
"My mum said we have to go today"
Luna can't leave, i'll break i can't do it i won't be able to handle it i'll fall back into the cycle
"Baby is that okay? We'll be gone for two weeks at the max" luna said smiling breaking me out of the trance
Two weeks
"Oh um yeah of course" i smiled looking over at bexey
I can tell he knows what i'm thinking about
When the girls left to pack their bags, I couldn't focus I couldn't believe it i was going to be alone for two weeks without Luna. I know gbc and everyone is here but thats what i mean i'm alone, there's only two people who i feel completely safe with on this tour is bexey and luna it was tracy but that didn't work out
"Peep you okay bud?" Bexey said making me click back into reality
I nodded slowly
"I know it's gonna be hard but she'll be back in two weeks, Cat really needs her. I'll help you" bexey said trying to reassure me but it didn't work as i got up and carried myself up and out of the tour bus to get some fresh air
I slid down the side of the tour bus and my beathing got heavier, making it obvious that i was having a panick attack.
I tried to calm my breathing down but nothing was working
"Gus" luna shouted from inside the bus
I tried to speak but no sound would come out
Luna's head popped round the side of the tourbus
"Gus there you are, i don't want you to-" she cut herself off after seeing the state i was in and that i couldn't breathe probably
She came to my side and wrapped her arms around my pulling me into her chest like i would do to her, she knew it calmed me down when i was like this
"It's okay baby, just breathe" she said in a soothing tone
My breathing got steadier and i started to feel better
"You can't leave me" i mumbled
"I have to baby, cat needs me, you'll be okay" she said running her hands through my shaven hair
"No"
"Gus don't be a baby you're a grown man. You'll be okay we'll facetime everyday i promise" she said lifting my head up to face her before planting a kiss on my forehead
"I'll have to finish the tour without you" i said coming to realisation, i only have two weeks left of tour
"I can't do that luna"
"Okay we'll come back in a week i promise" she said holding out her pinky i nodded and locked them together like we always do
We got up and got back onto the bus and straight the back and spent the rest of our time cuddling until she had to leave
"I'll phone you when we land" luna said kissing my lips, we had all got an uber to the airport to say goodbye, all of us i mean me and bexey just to say goodbye
"You better" i muttered tightening my grip around her body
"I love you baby" she said pulling away
"I love you till the end" i smiled kissing her lips again
"See you soon hellboy" she smirked before pulling away and walking away
