☾𝑙𝑖𝑓𝑒𝑙𝑒𝑠𝑠☾ ☾𝚢𝚊𝚖𝚊𝚐𝚞𝚌𝚑𝚒☾

Chapter 5

vote or I'll kill yamaguchi.... please😳  I lifted my head and turned around to see all 3 boys surrounding me. I looked at their feet and up to their face. My breath came out shaky. Fear overtook me. I knew what was about to happen by the expression on their face. --------------------------- ⚠️Trigger Warning⚠️ This chapter will have Attempted rape and Sexual Harassment. It will also be talking about some abuse and self-harm. If you don't wanna read any of that skip to the next chapter or scroll to the end. Thank you --------------------------- I looked over at the one who's hand was around my arm. He was the tallest one. I attempted to get up but was pushed down by the one with piercing. Tears starting flowing down my eyes. I heard one of them laugh "look guys he's crying aww" I tried to get out of his grip but he wouldn't let me go. "He looks kinda like a girl don't you think guys?" I couldn't stop crying. "p- please l- let me go" I couldn't say a sentence with crying. They all just laughed at me.       "Let's have a little fun with him guys" I didn't know what to do. I obviously couldn't fight them and run off. Should I just let them get what they want? "Hey come here and hold him down" the tall one said to the browned haired boy. He came over to me pushing me down by my shoulders. I just kept crying. "p- please stop I-" I was cut off when one of them kissed me shoving their tongue in my mouth. The blond one started to take my pants off. I tried kicking my legs but he didn't seem affected in the least. The other had stopped kissing me and had started to unbutton my shirt. They could see my bruising and my bandages. "hahah, looks like he gets beat up". I couldn't stop crying. I wanted to call tsuki. I needed his help. I should've stayed at school. The blond one grabbed me down below. I screamed loudly yelling "STOP PLEASE" while crying. He didn't stop though. It kinda looked like he enjoyed me screaming. He started to unbutton his pants while the black haired one kissed me again. I let the tears fall down my face. I had given up. I couldn't stop them anymore. I deserve it. He grabbed me again and this time I let out a small moan. I regretted it immediately. "Guys it looks like he enjoys it, let's give him a real show ok?" The black haired one continued to take my shirt off fully. Now they could see the cuts. "looks like he cuts himself, pathetic isn't it?" I started to scream again. "hey no one will hear you but do us a favor after we're done with you kill yourself. I freeze. Those words. Kill your self. I continued to scream. "STOP PLEASE" "SOMEONE HELP"      I heard footsteps coming from the alley which made all of them turn around. They had also let go of me so I managed to pull up my pants as quick as I could. "You know you shouldn't be doing that" a voice said from behind them.       I was held back down the one with brown hair hitting the ground hard. It made my back hurt. I was still crying. "Oh yea, and who are you?" He came closer and I could see him from out of the corner of my eye. "Doesn't matter but if you want I could call the police right now or you could get out of here. Your choice" They turned away from him and gave each other a look before running off leaving me on the ground. He came closer. I could see him perfectly now. He was a middle aged man with brown hair. It was a little long with one side tucked behind his ear. He was wearing a black suit and had some black sunglasses on. He looked at me. " you ok there" he said while extending a hand. I got up and held his hand as he pushed me up. I buttoned my shirt back on. I know he was looking at me. At my scars. I buttoned my pants. And looked up at him. "Thank you" I said while bowing my head. "No problem" "Are you hungry" he asked. I didn't know how I should answer. "Yes" I said softly. He smiled at me. He actually looked quite handsome. "Come one I'll treat you to something" I just nodded my head. I usually wouldn't do this but I felt like I could trust him. He did save me after all.       I followed him. He walked pretty fast so I tried my best to keep up. We walked out of the alley and down the sidewalk. "Um- where are we going" He turned around smiling. "To the best diner around" He proceed to walk as I followed him him. He walked for 5 minutes before we got there. It was a small Diner in between two other building. He opened the door and the bell jingled. He waved to the people working there. He must've know them. We sat down at a booth at the far end. A waiter bring us one menu's and asked if I wanted a kid menu. "No. Thank you" Did I look 10? He took off his glasses and picked up the menu examining it. "Um- if you don't mind me asking? What's your name". He put the menu down smiling. "I was wondering when you would ask". "My name is Odasaku Sato and i'm 32 years old" "What about you?" I looked up at him trying my best to smile but kinda gave up halfway. "My name is Tadashi Yamaguchi and I'm 15" he looked at me kinda surprised. "Your 15? Does that mean your a first year in highschool" I nodded my head. "Well Tadashi-kun shouldn't you be in school" I forget about school. I shouldn't just stayed and I could've avoided this whole mess. "Yes I- skipped today" I said while looking down. "It's ok I used to do that a lot" I looked back up at him and he was smiling. I smiled to. And not the fake one but a real one.           "So you know what your gonna order"? I didn't think I should order something. I was hungry though. "Just fries" He looked at me smiling again. The waiter came up and asked what we wanted. "We'll both have the number one" Wait that isn't what I ordered. I looked over to the lady and back to him. "I- D" He cut me off while nodding his head at the lady and she walked away smiling. He looked at me. "So, I noticed some of the bruises and cuts earlier" I kinda jumped. I was surprised he could be as up forward like that. I didn't know what to say. I hand was starting to shake. I held it tightly with my other trying to get it to stop. It looked like he noticed. "Hey it's ok calm down, you know it would be easier to talk to someone you don't know about this stuff, just think of like this. You won't ever see me again." I thought about was he said. He was true it would be nice to finally get all of this stuff out. "It well" I didn't how to say anything. Would I just start by saying. oh my dad beats me and rapes me so I cut myself.. no I don't know how to do this.     "It's ok take your time, just start with the bruises" I took a deep breathe and looked him in his eyes. They were a pretty color. It was calming to look at.  "What if I ask you questions and you either nod your head yes or no ok"? That would be easier. I nodded my head. "Did a classmate beat you up" I shook my head. "Did someone outside of school do it" I shook my head again. He took a deep breathe, "Did someone in your family do it" The word family wasn't the same and hasn't been for many years. It made my heart hurt. I felt tears starting to build up in my eyes as I shook my head still looking down. He sighed quietly. I heard him curse under his breathe. I didn't wanna look up. If I did I knew I would start balling my eyes out. "Is it your dad" A tear fell from my eye. I was whimpering and I couldn't stop. I just nodded slowly. I let the rest of the tears fall down. I know he noticed. "Does he did anything else to you" I nodded my head. My heart hurt. It felt like a heavy rock was placed on it. I could almost imagine his expression. "Does he touch you places"? Tears were still falling down my face but I was crying a little louder than before. I nodded my head again. I wish I didn't have to. I wish I had a perfect life. "Does he um- rape you". I nodded my head. He did and I deserve it. "Do you wanna take a break" He handed me a tissue and I took it. "no, it's ok" I wanted to cry. I wanted to let it all out until I couldn't cry anymore. "And your mom or any other family" I forgot about my mom for a while. I wanna be with her. I wanna go to her. "She's dead and I don't have any other family" I looked up at him with tears still falling down my cheeks. He looked sad. It changed how he looked since I've only seen him smile. Actually he smiles kinda like Suga and Yachi. "And your arms did you do that yourself" I look back down at my arm. The blood seeped through my shirt. It probably happens earlier. I nodded my head. The waiter walked up and set two plates with a burger and fries with two milkshakes. It smelled good. I don't remember the last time I had a meal like this. I wanted to eat it. I really did. But all I could think about was how many calories were in here. I would have to purge when u get home. I quickly wiped my tears and shoved the tissue in my pocket.     He smiled again. "Let's eat" --------------------------- Hey guys, Hope you like this chapter if you have any suggestions PLEASE comment I'm running out of ideas. So tell me what you want the next chapter to be about please! Thank you  Word Count: 1,763