☾𝑙𝑖𝑓𝑒𝑙𝑒𝑠𝑠☾ ☾𝚢𝚊𝚖𝚊𝚐𝚞𝚌𝚑𝚒☾

Chapter 10

hey if your reading this..... please vote😔 I was still crying. Not because I was sad but because I was free from this life. I laid back and closed my eyes. The last thing u heard was a ding coming from my phone. --------------------------- I felt flashlights on my face. I squinted my eyes not wanting to open them. All I heard were muffled voices. "Male around his teens! Found in the bathtub from an attempted suicide. He Overdosed and has cuts that are bleeding all over the place"! what's happening. Where am I. "Get the EMT's and a stretcher"! "Sir please step back and give us time!" Who are they talking to? "Please let us see him were his teammates" Teammates? Who was here. What happened to me. I closed my eyes, they start to feel heavier. "Sir please stay with us, Do you know what the date is"! "Sir, sir"! That's the last thing I heard before I blacked out. 3rd P.O.V Daichi and suga were talking about what had happened in the corner of the hospital room. Tsukishima was in a chair right next to Yamaguchi. Asahi was trying to calm down Tanaka and Nishanoya. Hinata and Kageyama were sitting Opposite to Tsukishima completely silent. A nurse came in and started to check Yamaguchi's BP on the monitor. Everyone stopped where they were doing and looked over at the nurse. "Is he gonna wake up soon" Daichi said. "Were not sure when exactly he's gonna wake up but we're hoping it's gonna be in a couple of hours or so" They nodded there heads and the nurse left. 3 hours later (back to yamaguchi p.o.v) I hear people talking again. I try to open my eyes but it hurts to much. They feel too heavy I can't open them. I try to move my fingers around a bit. My whole body hurts especially my chest and stomach. "Guys I think he's waking up his finger is moving"! Who said that? Where am I again. I slowly try to open my eyes. I manage to open them a little. Enough to see where I am and who I'm with. I look around to see Tsukishima, Tanaka, Noya, Asahi, Kageyama, Hinata, Daichi and suga. When did they get here. There are white walls around me. It hurts my eyes to look at everything. It too bright. There are lots of machines around me. Am I in the hospital. Shit! I tried to kill myself! But it didn't work and now they all now THEY ALL KNOW WHAT DO I DO. I shut my eyes and try to not move as much as possible. "Are you sure Daichi he doesn't look like he's waking up" I can't do this I don't know what to say to them. What do I do! I heard two more people walk in the room. "We came as soon as soon as we heard, Did he wake up yet"! That sounded like Coach Ukai! And I'm guessing Takeda Sensei is with him. Damn it! I shouldn't have wrote them anything. I should've just ended my pathetic life. Why do I always have to ruin everything! I wanted to go back to sleep. I can't be here anymore. I slowly fell asleep. I wake up and open my eyes fully. Their still here? Everyone seems to be sleeping. Kageyama is gone though. I heard the door open and turn to see Kageyama standing their with coffee in his hand. I try to close my eyes quickly but I know he saw me. "Hey I know your awake" I open my eyes slowly and look and him. He looks worried. Why would he be worried about me? I don't know what to say. The other started to wake up and soon everyone was awake. 3rd P.O.C Everyone kept their eyes on Yamaguchi not saying anything for a bit. "What the hell was that for Yamaguchi" Tsukishima said. Everyone turned to Tsuki now. Yamaguchi has a sad expression on his face. Yamaguchi started to cry a little which got everyone's attention. "gomen tsuki" Nishanoya looked mad. "He shouldn't be saying sorry! Tsukishima say sorry"! Tsukishima sighed and apologized to Yamaguchi. Yamaguchi had turned to face everyone and bowed his head as much as he could with it hurting. "gomen" Yamaguchi said in the verge of tears. Everyone started to talk at once saying he shouldn't be saying sorry. "I'll go call the doctor" Suga said as he left the room. All attention was back on Yamaguchi again. "why didn't you tell us" Hinata said. "We could have helped you" Tanaka said. Yamaguchi Kept his mouth shut deciding not to anything. "You promised" Tsukishima said. Yamaguchi turned to look at him again. "gomen tsuki" Tsukishima looked angry. "Stop saying sorry! You didn't do anything and it's not your fault"! Nishanoya was gonna speak before Daichi stopped him. The Nurse walked in and asked Yamaguchi how he was feeling. "Fine" No one believed Yamaguchi when he said that but they let it slide. All except Tsukishima. "Your not fine? Don't lie. Tell her the truth how are you feeling"? Everyone seemed surprised of how Tsukishima's attitude didn't change towards Yamaguchi during this time. As if he wasn't worried. But Tsukishima was in fact the most worried. Yamaguchi looked at Tsuki then back at Doctor. "My chest hurts a little and my stomach". The nurse smiled and asked everyone to leave because she was gonna change Yamaguchi. Everyone left the room leaving The Nurse with Yamaguchi. back to yamaguchi p.o.v I laid on the bed as the Nurse walked up to me. She told me she needed to take my clothes off to dress my wounds and change me. "Can't I do it myself"? I felt fine. I'm pretty sure I can change on my own. "No, your whole body must be hurting right now. Don't worry I'll be quick"! I didn't want her to see all of the bruises. She probably already knew why I was here but she would think I was disgusting. She walked over to me pulling down the blanket and taking off my hospital gown. She continued and took off underwear. I was embarrassed. I can't believe I was completely naked in front of this older women. She started to change my bandages then put on some new clean clothes. She left the room and nodded to my teammates as they walked in. They sat back in the seats they were before and looked at me again. I hated it. It made me feel guilty. "Yamaguchi, you know you can talk to us about anything". I looked us to suga and nodded my head smiling. "We're sorry for not knowing sooner" I looked over at hinata. "No don't be sorry please it's not your fault" I looked back down at my lap. Why does this have to happen to me. "I'm gonna go back to sleep now" They all nodded there heads and stayed quiet. I laid back down covering my head with the blanket. I closed my eyes and slowly drifted off to sleep. I wake up in the middle of the night and look around to see who's awake. I see tsuki looking at me. I turn my head and lay back down. "Hey, yamaguchi look at me" I turned my head back and got up slowly facing him. "yes" I said in a low voice as to not wake anyone else up. "Why didn't you tell me"? I felt guilty. Maybe Tsuki thinks I didn't trust him enough. I did trust Tsuki. "I was scared" The look in his eyes were both angry and sympathetic. I knew which one was for who. "scared of what"? Why did he ask me that when he knows it's obvious. "of my dad". "are you hungry" I was a bit hungry but I didn't wanna eat anyway. "no". He looked like he didn't believe me. I wouldn't have believed myself either. I looked way to skinny. I knew he wouldn't except a no. I heard the doctor talking to them about my eating "issues". Not they they were issues I just didn't really want to eat. "I'm getting you food" Tsuki walked out of the door before I could say anything else. I sat there waiting for him to come back. I hope he's in jail by now. It's probably not that easy though. Wait does that mean I'd have to go to the foster system or something. Doesn't this mean I won't have a home. No one will want to adopt a broken kid. Damn it! Why didn't I think of this earlier. I should've kept my mouth shut. No damn it. I held onto my knees breathing heavily. Tsuki walks in with a tray of food and looks at me worried. He sets the food down and walks up to me placing a hand on my back. "you ok"? I nodded my head and put my legs back down. I started to breathe normally again. He brung the tray up and set it down in front of me. Their was rice, some chicken and lots of vegetables. He knows I don't like vegetables that much why would he get this much. I grabbed the chopsticks and started to eat the food. It wasn't as good as the food from the diner but it was still good. I managed to finish half the food apart from the vegetables before I got full. I pushed my plate away from me and Tsuki pushed it back. "eat the vegetables". I ate a couple because I didn't wanna get Tsuki mad. They weren't that good but I ate half for Tsuki. Once I finished I pushed the food away while holding my stomach with one hand. I think I ate a little too much. "that's good enough" Tsuki said as he left with the tray. I turned over to my side still clutching my stomach. I laid there awake. I wasn't tired and I don't think I could fall asleep now. I closed my eyes and thought about my old life. I would think about it often when I didn't have anything to do. I laid there pretending to be asleep for a while. --------------------------- Hey guys hope you like this chapter! Any suggestions ! Thanks! Word Count: 1,722