Avengers Imagines

Broken Promise: Natasha Romanoff

Imagine: Natasha broke a promise to her daughter and it came back to bite her in the ass.

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It was absolute chaos and Natasha was running out of time. She looked to you, her only daughter, and wiped her tears. "Where Mama going?" You asked. "Mama's going away." She said. "I come?" You asked. "No baby. You can't come, not yet." Natasha said sadly. "But mama will be back for you ok?" Natasha said. "Promise?" You asked. "Promise." She confirmed.

With that she took what little suff she had, including a picture of you, and ran off. She ran outside with a man, Clint Barton of Shield you later found out, and into a jet. She climbed into the hangar and they took off. She smiled at you one last time as the doors closed. You haven't seen her since.

After that incident The red room intensified your training. You had the Dna of The Black widow and one of Hydra's strongest soldiers so you were supposed to be perfect. The were shaping you to be the next black widow. When they felt your training with them wasn't hard enough they sent you off to Hydra where they expiremented on you and trained you nonstop everyday. You got a power, darkness manipulation.

They trained and tortured you every day til they broke your spirit. You learned to stop caring. You were on your way to the directors office he had called you down for some important mission. You entered the office and stood at attention like you were taught. "Soldier." He said. "Yes sir." You answered. "I have a mission for you." He said. "What is it sir?" You asked. He pulled out a file and tossed it to you.

"Those are the avengers." He said while you looked through the file. You grimaced when you saw a familiar face. "Eliminate them. Bring me the Winter Soldier and Scarlett witch." He said. "Yes sir." You said. You stood at attention waiting to see if he had anythig else. "Dismissed." He said waving you out his office. You walked out the office and to your weapons area. You had your shadow weapons always on you but you liked your Glock 19.

You got your weapons and let them take off your power dampening cuffs. You melted into the shadows and headed towards the avengers compound. When you got there it was arond 10pm and they were in the common room talking. You watched them for a while, specifically your mom. She looked happy and you hated it. You waited til they werent paying attention and took aim at the Spider Boy.

You were about to fire when you heard the click of a gun beside you. "I wouldn't do that if I were you." He said. You looked over at the other person and saw it was James Buchnan Barnes. "The winter soldier." You growled. You had pretty much everyones attention now. You just cocked your gun. The avengers surrounded you weapons pointed at you. "Drop the gun and nobody get's hurt." Bucky said.

You dropped your gun like he said. "Now put your hands on your head." Tony said. You did. "Walk slowly towards Clint so he can cuff you." Natasha said. You walked towards Clint and you noticed you had them right where you wanted them. With a wave of your hands the avengers were all being restrained by shadow wips and you had your gun back. They all struggled against their restraints and you chuckeled.

"You're not gonna get out of them." You said. "Who sent you?" Sam asked. You gave him the 'did you really just ask that' look. "Who do you think?" You said. "HYDRA." Bucky said. "Yep. And only 2 of you are meant to make it out alive today." You said. "Who are you?" Natasha asked. "Wouldn't you like to know." You said. You stared into her eyes and decided if they were gonna die they might as well know who killed them.

You took off your mask and let them look at you. Natasha stared at you trying to figure out why you looked familiar. You rolled your eyes at her. "Don't tell me you don't even remember me...Mom." Natasha gasped. "(Y/N)?" She said. "Bingo." You said. You stared at her. "I would kill you first, but I want you to watch and know you could've stopped this if you had just kept your stupid promise." You said.

You aimed your gun at Peter. "Starting with the kid you love so much." You smirked. "(Y/N) I...I was gonna come back-" She started. "But you didn't. You never came back- you promised" You said holding back tears. "You left me there to suffer. You moved on and found a new family while I had hope that you would come back." You said. "You know all I had left was a picture and a gun?" You whispered. "Since you left they needed a new black widow so for me it waas nonstop dancing, every misstep was one more meal I didn't eat." You told her.

"Then they sent me to Hydra. It was the same schedule everyday. Wake up, expirements, training, torture, go to sleep. Sometimes if I was lucky they would remember to feed me. And when you guys started taking down bases it got worse. You know every soldier you injured was one whip every soldier you killed was 1 more second underwater every base you raided was more minutes in the eletric chair." You said.

"(Y/N) I...I..." Natasha couldn't find the words. "No words huh?" You scoffed. "You know I waited for you every day for 10 years. I would sit in my cell bloody and bruised and barley clinging on to life and the only thing that kept me going was the thought that you were gonna come for me. Every day. I laid on my hard rock matress, snuggling my paper thin sheet, while the room was so could I could see my breath and I listened to the seconds click by on the clock." You said.

"Tick, tick, tick. I stared at the door thinking that you would be the next person to open the door. You know how insane that can drive a 5 year old. Tick, tick, tick. I can hear that damn clock ticking. And everyday I was reminded how my mother moved on and found a family because I wasn't good enough for her. So this, this moster you see before you, this is your fault." You said.

"(Y/N) you are not a monster. I may not be the best mom but I searched for you every day. We took down the red room but you werent there. Why do you think we started searching through Hydra bases? I was looking for you. I know it took me a long time but I never could replace you. I love you (Y/N)." Natasha said. You looked at her and you aimed your gun at Peter.

"Nothing against you kid." You said to him. He nodded frightened. You held your gun aimed at him, willing yourself to pull the trigger but for some reason you couldn't. You sighed. "I hate feelings." You said putting the gun in your belt. "So let's say I spare your life." You said. "I can't go back empty handed. They want The winter soldier and Scarlet witch. If I don't bring them or kill you they'll kill me." You said.

"You could stay here." Bruce said. "No can do Buckaroo. They've got a chip in my brain that they can use to track me and if they self destruct it my brain blows up and that wouldn't be good." You said. "What else can we do?" Steve asked. You shrugged. "I could go back, take the punishment, and you guys could find me." You suggested. "Not an option." Natasha said. "Mom. I've been through 12 years of this, whats one more day." You said.

"Which base are you at?" Tony asked. "I'm at the one in an abandooned warehouse in brookylnn." You said. "There's a wooden door under the front entrance that leads to the base. I'm in the 5th cell about 100 feet north west." You said. They nodded. You gave Natasha one last hug. "One more thing." You said. You pulled out your gun and shot yourself and then melted away into the shadows.

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Personally I hated that.

Hope y'all like it though

like halfway through lost all motivation

but whatever