KamuKoma Oneshots (Complete)

I don't understand

The storyline doesn't exactly make sense in the events of danganronpa, but like whatever. Like non despair but Izuru exists, so yeah-

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Nagito's POV:
"Izuru, can I ask something?" I said, sitting not far from him, but still trying to give him some space. I interrupted his reading, which made me feel awful, and he seemed a bit annoyed by it too, but he still looked at me. 'The fact he even decided to acknowledge my existence is amazing, I honestly don't know what he sees in me to spend his time with trash like me' I thought before I finally asked my question. "I, uh.." I struggled to say what I wanted to say. Izuru sighed, "Take your time.." he said as he went back to reading, ready to listen to what I had to say. 'Why is he being so nice to me?' I asked myself. "What do you see in me to be able to spend your time with me, you don't act like this around other people, so why me? Why are you so nice to me?" I let out those words in a hurry.

He laughed to himself before closing his book and keeping note of where he ended. "D-did you just-" Izuru interrupted me, "It's because you've peaked my interest" He looked at me, with a look different from his cold glare. It looked like he actually cared about me. "I'm not sure what's going on with my behavior, it's just, acting nicer towards you makes me feel, I guess comforted." He got a bit closer, making me panic a bit. He stared up at the ceiling, like he was lost in thought. I wonder, what made him feel so comfortable, around me of all people..?

Izuru's POV:
I looked up at the ceiling, looking for answers for Nagito's question. I have done research on these kind of emotions, and I think they have been described as "love"? It has been described as a strong emotion, and I guess that would be true, if I changed my behavior around him without even realizing.

"Nagito." I said, trying to get his attention. I didn't even have to try again, all his attention was on me. "I think I might have figured it out" As soon as I said that, Nagito looked intrigued. "Based off of what I know.. these soft and warm feelings have been described as love" When I said that, I saw Nagito's face go bright red. "Are you feeling alright?" I asked, not knowing why I cared in the first place. Nagito stayed silent. "I can describe how I feel if you want.." When I finished that sentence, I realized what I said.

Nagito's POV:
We sat there in a bit of awkward silence for a bit, until I did something. I grabbed him by the collar of his shirt, and brought his face inches from mine. "So you say you love me?" I said, trying to get Izuru to speak. He just sat there, completely unfazed. Wanting a reaction out of him, I pulled him in for a light kiss. His face went a soft shade of pink when I did that. When I noticed he wasn't kissing back, I immediately pulled away. He just looked at me, completely unfazed, excluding the pink tint spread across his face.

"Sorry.. I didn't know wh-" I began my apology, but before I could finish, he cut me off by placing his hand over my mouth. "It's alright, I don't mind as long as only you do it." Only I do it? What does that even mean?

Izuru's POV:
Not really expecting that reaction from Nagito, I said one last thing before going back to reading. While I was peacefully reading, I felt Nagito get closer to me. I didn't really mind, but I think he took that the wrong way, because he started apologizing. He tried to get up, but I grabbed his hand. I let him cuddle up close to me as I read. I tried to understand what we wanted from me, but it seems like he didn't want anything but to be close to me. I placed one of my hands on his, making his eyes light up with joy. Enjoying that look, I closed my book and focused my attention on Nagito. This seemed to take him by surprise, but I knew he didn't mind.

Nagito's POV:
Izuru focused all his attention to me. This kinda surprised me, as he's usually cold and doesn't give two shits about anyone. "Do I not bore you?" I asked, breaking the silence. "Hm? Of course not, you're a very interesting character and I enjoy learning about you" Izuru replied, running his fingers through my hair.

I suddenly started blushing like crazy. "Uh, Izuru?" He focused on my words. After a long pause, I finally let out my words. "Izuru... Izuru I love you!" I confessed. He looked me in the eyes and just said one thing, "I know.." After saying that, he grabbed me by my shirt, and did something that probably no one would've expected.

...He uh, he kissed me!

I immediately kissed back, but my face was burning up while I was.

Izuru pulled away, he seemed just fine while I was a flustered mess. "I-Izuru!!" I yelled, shaking my head and trying to hide my flustered face. "Hm? Did you not like it?" Concern flooded his calming voice. "No.. It just caught me off guard.." I said, trying to maintain eye contact with him.

"I apologize." He said as he went back to reading. I hugged him and read over his shoulder.

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i have mixed feelings about this one. also like, sorry it's kinda long lmao