KamuKoma Oneshots (Complete)

Medications (Angst+Fluff)

TW: S/ICIDE ATTEMPTS

(A/N: This takes place post-game except Hajime was still Izuru)

Nagito's POV:
'Why aren't they working?'

I sat on the bathroom floor, my expired medication surrounding me, pills everywhere.

'I've been here for two hours, why aren't they working?'

And then it hit me-

-Regret.

My husband, my adopted kids that I used to serve years ago, Nagisa turning 14 in a few days, my friends...

'Everything... I'm gonna loose... If I continue...'

The symptoms starting weighing on me. I felt dizzy, my vision went blurry but not from the tears streaming down my face. I tried to scream but all that left my mouth were weak whimpers.

My vision finally blurred away and went black. My head hit the floor

Bang.

"DAD!!"

quiet

"DAD WAKE UP!!"

quiet

"Darling no- no- no no no no no no no-"

shaking

"DADDY PLEASE WAKE UP!!"

quiet

"We need to get to the hospital. Now."

footsteps

Unfamiliar voices...

"Could you be any more useless?"
"Monaca will be mad at you!"
"What- are you trying to poison us?"

stop

stop

stop

stop

stop

Beep... Beep... Beep... Beep...

My vision faded back. I saw my kids by my bedside and I realized I was in a hospital.

"Daddy is awake!" Kotoko yelled.

"Dad!" Masaru screamed.

"What? Dad?" I heard Nagisa from the other side of the room. "Oh my god- dad thank god you're awake!"

"His pulse is normal but he may pass out again, it's best you all leave him alone but you can stay in the room as long as you stay calm," I heard the calm voice of my husband right next to a monitor just out of my view. They all nodded and quickly walked away. I saw Izuru walk over to me and I gave him a sad smile.

"Before you ask, I volunteered to help the doctors but in order for them to let me help I had to cut off most of my hair. It didn't take long at all, in fact couldn't have been more than a minute, so it doesn't look the best right now, but it was worth it to save you. They only let me help because of my record as the Former Ultimate Hope." I didn't even notice his shorter hair at first. It was now at his shoulders and his usual strands of hair that were usual in his face were pinned back.

"It looks amazing love..." My voice only came out in a soft whisper. "I'm glad you think so." He gave me a soft smile. He held my hand and gave me a soft kiss on the cheek. "You guys can come back over now, Monaca and Jataro, you too." I heard him ask all the kids to come over to me, and they did exactly that.

"Are you ok?"
"I was so worried!"
"What was it like being unconscious?"
"I'm so glad you're alive"
"Monaca was worried!"

I was bombarded by questions, but was really caught my attention was-

"We love you!"

Maybe, I do have a reason to live