KamuKoma Oneshots (Complete)

Komaeda's Diary

this one is gonna be trash, haven't even started writing yet I can already tell. 😍🥰

oh and this is gonna be servant just because 🧚‍♀️✨𝓻𝓮𝓶𝓷𝓪𝓷𝓽𝓼 𝓸𝓯 𝓭𝓮𝓼𝓹𝓪𝓲𝓻✨🧚‍♀️

edit: I accidentally published when I wasn't finished because I'm an ✨𝓲𝓭𝓲𝓸𝓽✨

Nagito's POV:
"One day, I'll get him to love me. Just watch. Izuru Kamukura will love me I just have to give it time. The definition of perfection in the eyes of Hopes Peak Academy, and in my heart. I love Kamukura, a lot. One day he will return those feelings, even if it takes years. Somehow, he'll be able to love me
-Sincerely, Nagito Komaeda"

I finished writing my journal entry and closed the book. It was pretty stupid that I got one in the first place, and even more stupid that all the entries are about my love for Kamukura, but I still liked having it with me. Honestly, I'm not sure if he knows how much I admire him, I honestly hope not. What does he think of me? I shook my head, trying to get thoughts of him out, but it didn't work.

"Servant." Izuru walked into the room. I quickly hid the book. "Yes, Sir Kamukura?" I answered politely. I should thank my luck, it's amazing he decided to even waste his precious breath on words directed towards trash like me! Perfection like him shouldn't do that, but here he is, talking to me. "How are you today?" He asked. Of course, that caught me off guard. He's never that polite to anyone, and suddenly, being nice to complete garbage? I didn't understand but still answered.

"I'm doing amazing Kamukura, thank you for asking" He grabbed a chair nearby and sat in front of me. Trying not to become a flustered mess, I quickly attempted to hide my face, while trying to act casual. "Is there anything I can get for you?" I asked, subtly shaking my head. Of course, Izuru noticed my weird behavior and immediately took an interest. He never answered my question and just observed my actions. After a few minutes, he leaned towards me and said, "You're very interesting. I noticed you were writing something earlier and I've been thinking about it, do you mind if I take a look at it?" He asked. I looked at him in shock. I hesitated for a bit. "I... Uh.." I struggled to find words. Of course, I wouldn't let him read it! When did he even notice?

Izuru leaned back into his chair after a few minutes of waiting for a response. "I see.." He said randomly. "Huh?" I stared at him in curiosity, waiting for him to say something. "I see why you don't want me to read it." He said, after making me wait for what felt like an eternity. Izuru being Izuru, he probably figured it out, and knowing that a look of shock appeared on my face.

"Say how you feel about me, and be honest," Izuru said, looking at me with interest. I sighed and let my eyes move to the floor. "Kamukura, I love you and I will only ever love you," I mumbled. I knew he heard me, but despite that, he ordered me to do one thing. "Say it again" He commanded. "I love you, Kamukura," I said once again, trying my best to speak louder. "Again," Izuru ordered. I knew he just liked hearing me say it, so I kept repeating it.

"That's enough," He said, putting his finger to my lips. For some stupid reason, I did this.

"Nom!" I said as I bit his finger.

He just kinda looked at me, not doing anything. It seemed like he was mildly disgusted but remained still.

I pulled his hand away and shook my head, not knowing what brought me to do that. He wiped his hands on his suit and looked at me. "That was quite unexpected.." He said, with a hint of annoyance in his voice. "I'm so sorry! I can get anything for you! How can I make it up to you!?" I panicked, now knowing what to do. "It's alright," Izuru said coldly, pulling my face up to his by my chain. "Ahck-!" I choked as the sudden tug on my chain hurt my neck.

"Let me read that journal, every single page. You're going to be in this room while I read." I just slowly nodded, not listening to what he had to say, just blushing at the fact our faces were so close together. I handed him the journal and sat back down, he opened it and sat in front of me. He stayed silent as he read.

He stopped and looked up at me, a small tint of red spread across his face. "So, um.." I buried my face in my hands and sighed. "I'm sorry.." I mumbled, not wanting to look him in the eyes. He got up and walked over to me, placing his hand on my back. "H-Huh?!" I shouted. He placed the journal in my lap and looked at me. "I'm just as embarrassed as you are, I'm just better at hiding it" he admitted. Those words comforted me in a way. I gained the courage to look at him, despite him reading about how uh... nevermind.

I shook my head a bit and looked at him. We maintained eye contact for a while, both of us remaining close together. Izuru's usual cold glare was gone, in fact, he looked very happy, he just wasn't smiling. I broke eye contact and cuddled closer to him. He obviously wasn't expecting this, but he didn't complain either. He ran his fingers through my hair, which only lasted a few seconds, as he got bored. This was the happiest I've felt in years, and I was experiencing this happiness with the most perfect man ever.

Izuru's POV:
Nagito and I were very close together. Being so close to him made me feel warm and comfortable. I wanted to stay like this forever. I never got bored with this, as it was so different from my usual, numb feelings. My hair kind of wrapped around him like a blanket. His head was resting on my chest while I wrapped my arms around him, keeping him close.

We stayed like that for a while, until I could feel him trembling, tears falling onto my suit. "Komaeda, are you alright?" He looked up at me, tears running down his face. "I'm so s-sorry, it's just I'm s-so happy! I haven't felt t-this loved in years, and being loved by someone I a-admire! This is a dream come true!" He said, smiling despite still crying. I guess he was crying out of pure happiness, which made me happy. I wiped the tears from his face and let him rest again, gently patting his back until he stopped trembling. He was comforted just by a simple gesture, which comforted me, despite never feeling numb since I entered the room.

"I love you so so so much Kamukura," Nagito said, starting to tremble again. I comforted him, and tried to find a response. "..I know, and I feel the same, just not how you described it in that book of yours," I finally responded. Nagito laughed, and I smiled, not realizing I was.

Random bonus (warriors of hope involved):
Nagisa: I'll go and get him Monaca

Monaca: AlRiGhT cOoL

Nagisa opens the door to the room in which izuru and nagito are in

Nagisa: I- Uh- Servant-?

Nagito: aAaAaAaAaAa

Nagisa: Who.. is this?

casually pointing to izuru

Nagito: Well that's troublesome.. you found my bOyFrIeNd!!!!!!!!!!!

Izuru: When was I ever- nevermind...

Nagisa: I'll just leave you two alone because i'm the best warrior here (totallynotbiasedauthor)

Izuru: Please do

and then they fucc
actually they don't
i hc asexual homoromantic izuru ✨