Stepbrother - Bellarke fanfic

Chapter 18

~ M I S T A K E ~

Bellamy's POV

When I pulled up in our driveway, My dad's car was there and so was Abby's. I turned around to see both Octavia and Clarke sleeping leaning on each other peacefully. So I started with Octavia. I took my baby sister in my arms and got her upstairs in her room. Abby and my dad were probably asleep since it was pretty late or early, depending how you put it. Then I went back to the sleeping beauty. She was laying across the backseats of my car. I took her in my arms and dropped her on her bed. Piper was near in her own bed. I stood there, watching her sleeping. She was so beautiful, so gorgeous, so... my step-sister. I shook my head trying to get the ideas out of my mind but my head was talking to me. 'Bellamy, just make a move, she's perfect for you and you know it, you have for too long now.' But another voice talked, this time it told me the opposite. 'How will your parents react to their kids fucking around with each other. You know you can't do this Bellamy, make the right choice for your family. Don't be selfish.' Clarke spoke lightly, while I was trying to get these voices out of my head.

"Bellamy, come hereeeeee" she muttered in her pillow. She had such a sweet voice, so gentle, even half asleep and drunk as hell.

"What?" I asked unsure of what I had heard.

"Just take your gorgeous ass here." She replies patting her bed beside her. I hesitated before she groaned loudly. I hopped in bed next to her. She was still in her swimsuit and I was in jeans.

"I need to change, I'll be right back." I said slowly getting out of the covers. I was uncomfortable as hell in my humid jeans.

"Don't, please stay! Don't leave me." She begged.

"I'll bring you something okay? you don't look comfy." I tried to talk to her. I could see she was going to fall back asleep soon so I quickly got downstairs and changed into pyjamas. Don't judge me okay? Even I can have pyjamas, they're just so comfy. I brought my smallest pair of grey sweatpants and my tightest black t shirt. When I got back upstairs, she was asleep. I sat next to her and shook her shoulder lightly, not wanting to hurt her. She had healed physically from her past but I wasn't so sure about her mental state towards all what had happened. She got up and I passed her my clothes. She took them and pulled me into a tight hug.

"You're a lifesaver." She walked towards her drawer and took out a pair of panties and a sports bra. She then took off her denim shorts, right in the middle of the room. I quickly turned around, leaving her some privacy. She was drunk but I wasn't going to look even though I wanted, not like that. Not in this situation. She then proceeded to put the sweatpants and the t-shirt on. She walked over to me. She smiled before pushing me out of her way to the bed. I couldn't take my eyes off of her. She looked so tiny in my tiniest clothes. My t-shirt arrived to her mid thigh and the pants were very baggy but she had managed to adjust them to her tiny waist with the cord. She was breathtaking even when she didn't try. She was now in bed, on top of the covers, looking at me with a grin.

"What are you looking at, come." She said gesturing to her bed. I smiled.

"You know, it is a turn on for guys to see girls wear their clothes." I said as I was walking towards the bed. I got in close to her and I heard her laugh. Her sweet, angel laugh. She then turned around and approached her face inches apart from mine.

"Is it to you?" She asked looking in my eyes. Her eyes slowly rolled down to my lips as she bit on her own lip. I couldn't take it anymore, the bikini, the oversized clothes and now the lip biting. God was she doing that on purpose? I brought my lips to hers and rolled over her. Our kids grew hungry and her hands got tangled in my messy curls. When we pulled apart for air, I gently pulled my mouth to her jawline, and then her ear followed by her neck. Then I found the sweet spot and I heard her moan, not loud though. We didn't want to wake Piper or anyone else for that matter. I sucked on the spot until it left a mark that would be visible the next day for sure. She kissed me again as her hands traveled to my shirt. She was about to pull it over my head when I broke the kiss out of the sudden.