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'was i too clingy?'
'was i not clingy enough?'
'was i too boring?'
'was i too much?'
'was it because she was prettier than me?'
i was told multiple times by my friends that i wasn't the problem, that it was him and only him at fault between the two of us. that if he wanted someone else, he should've come to me and broke off our relationship.
they were right, but we all know how much of a villain insecurity is. i didn't want to believe them. my insecurities were telling me that it was me, and only me at fault. that i didn't bring enough to our relationship and had to suffer the consequences.
what a hell of a time that was.
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𝐭𝐫𝐚𝐢𝐭𝐨𝐫. jeno
Random𝐭𝐫𝐚𝐢𝐭𝐨𝐫. jeno! ❝but here we are, you traitor.❞ ⤷lowercase intended. ⤷black main character. ⤷short chapters. ⤷angst. 𝐛𝐚𝐛𝐢𝐭𝐞𝐧