"Everything we do is wrong. We're trapped in a mesh of lies. Climbing out means leaving. I feel humstrung as I'm here"- Tuvaband (Everything we do is wrong)
I smiled and nodded at Joseph as he helped me place the bags inside the yacht. The sun was still out but burning my skin. Reminding me that I may had overslept and stayed inside for too long. Checking my watch, I saw that it was already eleven in the morning. The ocean was aggressively creating a big waves, splashing through the sides of the yacht. Making the yacht sway slightly.
"Is your boyfriend not yet here?" Joseph suddenly asked behind me, making me turn around at him. He had put down my bag in the floor slowly before standing up and looked at me directly with questioning eyes. He's not my boyfriend anymore. I shake my head and tucked a hair underneath my ear. We had already standing inside the yacht so I wasn't directly into the sun anymore. Instead, we were in the lounge area inside. Funny how we still had boarded his yacht when he wasn't here anymore.
"Mr. Williams had left early. I were told to escort for Ms. Kilver and her friends back to the New York seaport" I turned my head to the side as I heard the Sailor spoke with a bottle of water in hand. He bowed at me before he briefly retreated somewhere. Probably to leave the beach as soon as he saw me coming inside. I just shrugged and smiled at him. Shane and Zach appearing in front of me with a bottle of lemonade juice. They probably heard the Sailor spoke as they didn't say anything but Zach sitting down in the sofa. Joseph cleared his throat.
"Have a safe trip back to New York City" Joseph says before giving us a smile. I sighed and walked to where Zach is sitting. Dropping my body into the cushion. It was annoying how he manage to take care of everything. Taking care of me, how I would be safely go back home with them. He could have left us without anything when he left me. He shouldn't have acted like he care about me or them. We could have gone home with Shane's boat but instead, he still arranged everything for us.
"See you again sometime, Old man. Take care of Lucia for me" I hear Shane said before I toss my head into the backrest. Closing my eyes and calming my breathing. I feel tired more than ever. I hated myself from being so dumb to believe a man with good intentions so suddenly and so fast. I didn't know him yet that much yet he turned out to be my boyfriend. I shouldn't have trust strangers. I felt the yacht already move. At the same time a soft groan coming from Shane. I didn't bother to peek as I felt her gaze on me.
"We have to talk. Miles told me what happened in the party" I heard Shane spoke in the same room as me. Of course that's why they haven't spoken to me for days after that Gala was because they had already told Shane about it. Or at least why Josh or Miles hadn't tried contacting me. I wasn't really in the mood to talk about anything. I still feel empty, left in the cold darkness. Some of my things were still in his penthouse. I left my sketchpad in his place because I wasn't expecting he would break up with me in this way. Some of my clothes that I had worn already.
"I don't want to talk about it" I mumbled. I still could feel his hand in the side of my neck. Whispering beautiful things in my ear. I should be thinking about how my family betrayed me and had hurt me but I couldn't bring myself to. The one that had hurt me the most was him. Using me and leaving me behind like a doll that was tossed away, jaded by it. I just wish I could forget him. I never had slept with him in the first place. That way he would only be my Boss and nothing more. He wouldn't know me at all.
"We have to. I know you need me so I'm here. Don't push me away" She sighed as she continued to insist that I should open up. I had many things running around in my mind and none of it was my family. Distracted with the memories of him. He was dismissing me to pursue my Fashion Designing last night. He wanted me to leave. I bet he doesn't even want to see me anymore. How I hope he would call me and tell me it was all a lie and to meet me again. To apologize and tell me that he loves me—that he wants me back. But realization came to me, he never said those three words.
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