Hey! I know you all must hate me by now, because of the waiting. But I wanted to explain why I never updated again.
About a year ago, or so, around the time I last updated this story, my phone broke and it had the plan I had written for it inside of it. And I had spent soo much time in it, to make it perfect; or at least what I considered perfect at that time. So I was lost, I didn't know how to proceed and I'm, most of the time, unable to do things without following a plan. So I stopped and swore to myself that as soon as I could open my icloud again on a new phone and recover the plan I would continue to write it. Turns out, I just got a phone 2 months ago. And when I opened my icloud on it, almost everything was there BUT the plan. So I've never got it back, and I really was unsure on how to proceed.
In other note, I don't know if you are aware of it, the people who play this characters in real life have been "cancelled", to call it someway. I stopped supporting them and their show when they didn't show support to the black lives matter movement until people forced them to. But a couple of days ago Bob's (the one who plays bellamy) ex opened up about the abuse and biphobia that he made her go through, and how he gaslit her and cheat on her for months with Eliza (Clarke) while treating her like a crazy and obsessed girlfriend whenever she asked if there was something going on. She said she needed months of therapy and still needs them.
Anyways, I can't support anything related to an abuser and his accomplice. Which means I don't support those characters either, for personal reasons. I know they're two separated things, but they carry their faces and it makes ME uncomfortable. It's really okay to continue to stan both bellamy and clarke if you want to, if you need to, if you can't help it; they're NOT bob and eliza. But I, personally, can't.
So I was thinking, since I am no longer planning on doing anything related to them, to at least make a long last chapter for this fic to give you all the closure that you deserve. 'Cause I can't do more than that because 1) I'll always see their faces in my head, 2) I have NO plan. I lost it. But I think I could really pull up a finale if I sit for days and really think about it.
Let me know what you think in the comments🤍
PS: I am so glad for all of you, your support and your kind comments. You really help me believe in myself a little more.
And I wanted to let you know that the fact that I will not be writing about Bellarke anymore, doesn't mean I will not me writing about another things; maybe characters that I give life to myself, so they can't do things like their actors did and disappoint me. I've been thinking about a story I'd really like to write for some time now, and I think I'll give it a try soon. So, if you still want to support me after this and aside from bellarke (I understand if you don't) you could follow me and receive an update when I start with this new idea that I really hope it goes well.
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The one next door
FanfictionClarke and Bellamy have been neighbors since she was 6, and he was 7. And, since the moment they met each other, they became friends. Eventually, things start to get a little flirty. And they wonder... are they just friends, or maybe something else?
