an ode to the hopeless, these are for you

i'm overly affectionate to people who hurt me and it's probably my dads fault

i won't ever be someone who doesn't care,
that's simply not me.

i express openly,
and i feel deeply.

even after you show no care,
i care with every heartbeat.

so i can apologize to you for being affectionate,
i can apologize for loving you too quickly,
but it will be the biggest lie you've ever heard.

and if i looked you in the eyes and said all this,
you still wouldn't learn.

but that's ok.

because i'm me and you're you,
and regardless if you care or not my sky will still be blue.

so even if you choose to make your sky a little less blue,
mine will keep it's vibrant hue.

my world will just have a little less you.