My little hyung (Chanbaek)

Chapter 23

"Oh no kai.. where is luhan?"

"No idea but your parents are bombarding my phone. First calm them down"

Sehun was pacing around the living room.
"What should i do now? This is so fucked up. It should not be happened"

"I never thought you had thing for luhan. I thought you loved Baekhyun"

Sehun glared at him
"I still love him. It's not like that. I am just drunk. That time i was 18 and everyone is teasing me about being a virgin. So in my drunken mind I..i.i..."

"Used me" someone calmly stated.

"LUHAN!!!"

Chanyeol's private island

"Yixing where is chanyeol?" Baekhyun asked while sitting on the dinning table.

Usually chanyeol would take him to breakfast but from the morning he is nowhere to seen.

"He is having Anger management sessions. He is out of the island"

Baekhyun quircked his eyebrow at this and laughed without humour.

"Anger management huh? Don't you think it's too late for that".

"Baekhyun he is doing this for you"

"After doing all things, after destroying me he wants to change. Should i be happy?"
Yixing looked at Baekhyun who is staring at him with emotionless eyes.

"I lost everything, mostly i lost myself. I don't even know who i am anymore"

"Baekhyun.."

"Why everyone is hurting me. All i want is to live peacefully.
First chanyeol, now sehun"

"I am scared.. i am scared of him"

Yixing's eyes widened when he saw Baekhyun started cry.

"Baekhyun chanyeol would never hurt you like sehun did. Trust me
He loves you so much"

Yixing knows how much chanyeol loved him. He would die for Baekhyun. All he wanted in return was baekhyun's love. Chanyeol's ways maybe wrong, but he did that all so that he could be with his love.

"I know he loves me. It's his love that
I am scared about. I am scared of his love. I don't want to be in the receiving end of his love"

"Baekhyun chanyeol is willing to change for you. Please give him a chance. Please Baekhyun"

Baekhyun thought about how chanyeol forced him, punished him, hit him. He closed his eyes. He can still feel those pains and despair.

"For me he is still my rapist. He destroyed my innocence. No matter how much he change, can he give me my innocence back"

Baekhyun was crying by now. Yixing don't know which side to take. He placed his hand on baekhyun's shoulder to calm him.

" I am scared of him. What if he started to hurt me again. I am not willing to forgive him"

"When i got to know about sehun,
my heart shattered. I craved for chanyeol's affection and love to treat my broken heart. But i don't know if i am willing to accept him or not"

"Please give him a chance Baekhyun. He would never hurt you again".

"I don't know yixing. My heart is earning for chanyeol. But my mind is screaming at me to run away from him. I am confused"

Yixing looked at him with hopeful eyes "you are confused about your feelings. Maybe you love.."

"No yixing" Baekhyun abruptly stopped him.