Chapter 36

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Chanyeol looked down at the floor. His face void of emotions but his mind is in turmoil. Voices clouded his head making him scream loudly.

Everything ended for him. No more baekhyun.. no more love.. no more happy life..

All left for him was despair and sadness. He left him. All alone in this world, surrounded by darkness.

Chanyeol clutched his head in pain when the voices sounded more powerfully. His heart felt like it got ripped out and teared painfully.

" Hyung! Hyung where are you!! Please please comeback.. I need you"

Chanyeol began to cry. Everything is hurting for him.. he hated himself. He hated his deranged self. He shouldn't exist anymore. His existence is a curse for everyone around him.

' you don't deserve love chanyeol '

"No.. he will love me.. I will live happily with him"

' you are living in a delusion chanyeol. He don't love you anymore. He left you '

"He will come back. I know him. My hyung won't leave him"

'kill yourself chanyeol! You shouldn't live anymore.. no one needs you '

" NO!! No no stop it please"

' once you die everything will be over... You will be in peace.. no more pain..'

Dying seemed tempting for chanyeol. Why do he have live anymore. He don't want to live anymore. He was tired.

The person he loved left him. He threw him away like a trash. He should give up for the sake of baekhyun.

Without baekhyun he is a living corpse, so why not kill himself and end this misery.

He looked at the knife. The knife he took to take Yixing's life. This is his end..
His happy ending...

He placed the knife on his neck and thought about his hyung. His gentle hyung, whose smile would bright up his world. But he won't be alive anymore to cherish those smiles.

He can't hug his hyung's little body anymore. He can't smell his soothing scent anymore. The happy life he dreamed is only a dream. It will never become a reality.

Happy ending doesn't exist for him.

He closed his eyes and applied pressure on the knife when his cheek stinged with burning pain. Someone slapped him.

Chanyeol looked up to see baekhyun glaring at him. He looked shocked not believing the image before his eyes. His mind might be playing tricks with him. There is no way baekhyun could be here. Before he could respond another slap landed on his cheek. Now he knows that the person before him is real. He started to cry.

" H..hyung?"

Baekhyun didn't say anything he just stared at the sobbing chanyeol. He again slapped chanyeol.

" Stop crying damnit!"

Chanyeol looked shocked at baekhyun's outburst. He ceased his crying. Everything is shocking for him. He waited for baekhyun to say something.

Baekhyun opened his mouth to say something but stopped and began to cry. He fell down before chanyeol and cried harder. Chanyeol tried to hug him but baekhyun swatted his hand and proceeded to beat him up with fists.

" Idiot! Idiot! You are an idiot chanyeol !"

Chanyeol grabbed his little fist and looked at the crying baekhyun. He bought baekhyun into his chest. He felt like his life returned to him.

" Why do you always take bad decision? Are you an idiot! Can't you think properly?"

Chanyeol's eyes widened when baekhyun grabbed his shirt and began to kiss him.

" How dare you.. you little bastard!"

Kiss

"You are trying to leave me huh?"

Kiss

"You will not leave me! Ever"

Kiss

" Who do you think you are?"

Kiss

" You are not allowed to leave me"

Kiss

" You must stay with me forever"

Chanyeol began to cry while hugging baekhyun tightly to his chest. He will never leave his hyung.

" I am so s..Sorry hyung.. please take me back.. I will never anger you.. scold me.. beat me up. B..But never leave me hyung.. I am nothing without you. I love you so much hyung. Please be with me"

Baekhyun hugged him back and whispered,

" I love you too chan"

Baekhyun don't know why he decided to give him another chance but he knows he will regret it if he didn't give him a chance.

Before him chanyeol was crying while confessing his undying love.

He didn't look like a psycho or an insane person like the reports claimed him to be . He more looked like a little child who got lost in a dense forest. And baekhyun is willing to show him the way.

A way to love...

" Forgive me hyung?"

Baekhyun looked at him and smiled earnestly at him.

" On two conditions"

Hearing this chanyeol piqued like a happy puppy. As long as his hyung willing to forgive him, he will do anything.

"Sure hyung"

" First you have to marry me"

Chanyeol's heart thumbed happily. He is more than willing to tie a knot with his hyung.

" Shall we marry tomorrow hyung?"

Chanyeol asked with starry eyes making baekhyun scold and wacking him hard in his head.

" Not so soon idiot"

Chanyeol pouted and asked

" What's the next condition?"

Baekhyun took deep breath and looked at him nervously

" You will see doctor and get treatment for your mental illness"

Chanyeol remained silent making baekhyun more nervous. He expected him to deny but chanyeol nodded his head happily

" Whatever my hyung wants.."

Baekhyun smiled and hugged him.

" I love you idiot"

Their love may be imperfect and immoral.. but it's love.

Love can't be classified.

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