23. Sleeping Troubles

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(Y/n)'s p.o.v

I nod my head "no problem, Don" I say as he grabs his t-phone, our fingers brushing for only a second, but that was enough to get me to blush. 'Dang, I've never crushed this hard before, next thing is I'm not gonna be able to hang out with him. I'd be way to embarrassing to even hang out with anyone if Donnie is even in the same room. This is gonna be hard to deal with-' "is something on your mind, (Y/n)??" Donnie asks concerned. My eyes widen as my blush darkens a little "I was spacing out, wasn't I??" I ask nervously.

Donnie nods his head and motions for me to sit down, so I sigh and do so, but he moves to be in front of me, and he gently grabbed my hands. "(Y/n), if anything is ever on your mind becomes too much, you can come and talk to me. Okay??" Donnie asks, I blush as I look at our hands, then I look up at him with a small smile. Laughing a little under my breath I say "I get it, Donnie, it's just..." I trail off as I feel some tears fall. A large, yet soft, finger wipes them away saying "I'm not kidding, (Y/n)... you can talk to me, I'm here for you."

Smiling I finally look Donnie in the eyes to see the sincere look in those reddish-brown eyes 'oh my gosh, he is way too good.' "Okay, I just feel so bad that I couldn't have helped everyone.... I could have done more, Don. Instead I didn't help them, and I lost the wand at the same time-" "(Y/n), stop talking about the 'I could's. Let's talk about the 'we will's.. because we will save them, we will make sure no one takes over New York. And we will get Weeza away from that group, okay?" Donnie interrupts me and gives my hands a gentle squeeze.

Blushing I nod my head saying "yeah, you're right..." "now let's go get some sleep, it's almost one in the morning." With that we walk back to the rooms, but in one we can hear Mona and Raph arguing loudly. "Are you gonna be able to sleep??" I ask him, he nods his head "I'm pretty sure I made my room sound proof. How about you?" Donnie asks, so I shrug my shoulders "only one way to find out, see you tomorrow." He nods saying "see you tomorrow, (Y/n)" with that we went our separate ways, but I picked up the drawings.

With those in hand I suddenly realize how thin these walls are, Raph and Mona's voices are echoing off the walls. Sighing I walk over to my bedside table and set Donnie's drawings in neat piles, in youngest to oldest of his bros. Then I also made sure Casey's were just in the corner of my room, I don't want to see those ones. No matter how you look at Jones, he just never gets pretty, then I close my drawer and jump on my bed. The arguing still being loud as I lay here, trying to sleep, but they're making it hard right now.

"Ya know, Weeza wouldn't be actin this way!"
"If you haven't noticed, Raphael - I am not Weeza! Rokka rokka"
"No kiddin!"
"You are acting very strange over this girl that has turned against you..."
"Maybe that's because she's gettin to me, okay?!"
"Then what am I, Raphael?!"
"Someone that can't take a hint - I don't need to deal with you trash talkin Weeza, Mona!"
"Then do not deal with it, I can just leave! Rokka rokka"
"Great, good riddance!!"

Footsteps are quickly going past my room as Mona is leaving "and I hope Weeza gets to you, Raphael - rokka rokka!" Mona yells. Then I don't hear anything, so I sigh and start trying to get to sleep, but realize I should check on Raph. Standing up I drag my feet across the floor as I grab a small blanket to drape over my shoulders. Opening my door softly I walk over to Raph's door and knock quietly two times to get him to open up. He peers out and sighs, opening the door more, and he leans against the doorframe while looking at me.

"Did I wake ya up??" Raph whisper asks me, so I do the kind of gesture as I say "more like kept me awake... but are you okay??" He chuckles at my whisper. Raph just looks down at the floor saying "I've dealt with worse, kid" then he looks at his bandaging. I set my hand over his bandages to gain his attention "hey, it's okay.. we'll get her back. Whether it be Mona back onto this team after you compared her to a different girl, or Weeza in general. Okay??" I whisper ask him, he nods once, but looks in my eyes and says "I know that look, you're exhausted, aren't ya?" I nod a bit.

"Come on" he says and brings me to my own room, tells me to lay down, then he sits down on the edge of my bed and sighs. "You don't know this, but... I used ta sing for Mikey when he couldn't sleep" Raph informs me. Tilting my head I raise an eyebrow "that's happened??" I ask confused, so he chuckles and nods once. "Ya better not tell anyone that I did this for ya, okay?" Raph whisper asks me... still sounded threatening. Nodding my head I see him turn away as he sighs, but looks up at my stuffed animals and chuckles silently.

Grabbing my (f/a) one he tossed it to me as he breathes in and out "there are a few that just come ta me, so don't laugh either." I nod my head, so he knows I won't laugh, then he started to sing whatever came to him right now.

Raph: everytime I'm leavin on ya
Ya don't make it easy, no, no
Wish I could be there for ya
Give me a reason to.. go
Everytime I'm walkin out
I can hear ya tellin me ta turn around
Fightin for my trust, and ya won't back down
Even if we gotta risk it all right now, oh.

I can feel my eyes growing heavy as Raph continues...

Raph: I know you're scared of the unknown~...
You don't wanna be alone...
I know I always come and go~....
But it's out of my control~.....

That's when I suddenly fell asleep.

Tbc

Okay that's it, but not forever~ Now I hope I can come out of my shell to write you another chapter soon!

~Turtles4Ever

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